He had left Philip by exchanging just a simple gaze while many thoughts traveled through his mind. In those few moments he was lost, hidden from the universe while Lun flashed him back into his room he realized that he was probably more than interested in the young werewolf. When his feet touched the ground of his room Kai shook his head, trying to get that disturbing thought out of his head. If his mother found out about it not only he would get whipped but also exiled, become the family laughingstock and it was very possible that Philip would surprisingly and up mysteriously murdered.