'The girls I dealt with, they all seemingly turn a bit more intense after they fall in love with me, don't they?
The normal limit of love stays at the 100 range, informing you of the fact that the lover loves you with 100% of his or her heart, but in my case, it always seemed to exceed the fact of 100 and always goes forth to hit at levels that just don't stay at the level of love—it grows to the level of obsession, and it keeps on repeating on a loop.
And now I have a certain sense of understanding of where it all comes forth and why it all is happening. The truth of the fact lies in what kind of existence I am, an existence that seemed to break through the layers of rules that surround this world, and even without accessing my sense of self to chaos, the corrupted side of mine still lived within me.