Capítulo 28: Let It Go 2
Liu Xuan's unexpected reaction had made Xiao You Ren's body tense and discomfort still dominated him. Moves the shoulders restlessly and the eyeballs move in an unsteady direction.
Liu Xuan's hand slowly let go of his grip when he sensed Xiao You Ren's unease. It hurt him badly, but he couldn't do anything about it. After all, Liu Xuan was already determined to apologize to the man he had once been very close to.
Liu Xuan used to admire the man's purity, how gentle actions were always given and the sweet smile that never faded. However, when a disgusting fact came to light, Liu Xuan couldn't keep acting if he wasn't disappointed and accepted Xiao You Ren. Instead of hate, it was disappointment that dominated his heart. Until the day that Xiao You Ren disappeared from his life, that was when Liu Xuan realized that he loved that man.
Wanting Xiao You Ren more than anything for himself. He was eager to bind the man in her arms, giving him immeasurable joy. Slowly and surely, the desire turned into a frightening obsession and contaminated his rationality. The night when he first met Xiao You Ren, Liu Xuan clearly remembered. The man entered the toilet in a hurry and gave an opening to get by forcefully.
Let's just say that Liu Xuan was reckless and mad in a drunken state trying to bind his weak prey. Without taking into account the worst case scenario. However, after the incident passed the guilt in his heart grew wider and the desire for peace was so great. He would try to be Xiao You Ren's friend again, starting all over and ending beautifully.
And tonight is his chance.
Liu Xuan smiled gently and watched Xiao You Ren carefully. "Sorry to make you uncomfortable, You Ren. But I'm not joking, can I go back to being your friend like before?"
The corners of Xiao You Ren's eyes couldn't keep avoiding the corners of his eyes, especially the face that wore a sincere smile. Xiao You Ren's heart gradually calmed down.
"I forgive you, but to go back to how it used to be…."
Hearing that answer, Liu Xuan couldn't help but a wide smile on his lips. It didn't matter if they couldn't go back to how they were for now, at least he had a chance to start all over from scratch.
"There is no need to make hasty decisions. It's been forgiven I feel happy, the rest let it go with time.
Liu Xuan promised himself that he would care more about Xiao You Ren in the future and treat him well. He would make Xiao You Ren remember all the kindness and love he spread, not the evil that brought fear.
A waiter approached them with a tray of food in his hand. Placed all orders on the table and took a step away after saying, "Lets eating."
The meal went peacefully, Xiao You Ren began to relax and told his original purpose of meeting Liu Xuan. All about the gossip was said to the end and apologized to the man. "I've involved you accidentally, your good name must be affected, I'm sorry." Xiao You Ren lowered his head completely feeling guilty.
Hearing the explanation given made Liu Xuan feel surprised, not about the gossip between himself and Xiao You Ren, but at the man who was with the man. Even though Xiao You Ren had explained about the incident that he was having difficulty breathing and the person who kissed him tried to help by giving artificial respiration.
Liu Xuan felt a little reluctant to inquire further about the identity of the man, he believed what Xiao You Ren said.
Falling back into silence, Xiao You Ren quickly finished his food so he could leave first. However, Liu Xuan was aware of that gesture and couldn't help but criticize. Putting down the chopsticks and drinking a gulp of water, he gave the man in front of him a gentle gaze.
"You Ren, you want to avoid me, right?" he asked straight to the point.
Xiao You Ren gasped and shook his head stiffly. "N-no, I… only remember if there is work."
Xiao You Ren gave a reason that wasn't completely wrong, although it was true that the main reason was evasion. However, seeing the serenity in Liu Xuan's eyes and there was a hint of sorrowful ripples made him feel guilty.
A sigh escaped Liu Xuan's lips, his shoulders slumped with a slightly sad face. "It doesn't matter, I know it's a little hard to trust me again after what I've been doing. And I will also help clear your name in that gossip forum."
"No, there's no need. Just say it if it's not you, the rest will subside on its own. After all, this is not the first time, I can pass it," Xiao You Ren agilely cut off Liu Xuan's words. Didn't want to get involved any further with that guy.
"I'll help find out the person behind all this. Don't refuse it because this is my form of apology. As you said before if this is damaging my good name and just so you know, not only me, but also my family."
Hearing that, Xiao You Ren completely stopped his protests. Knowing with certainty that all of Liu Xuan's words were true, the man came from a fairly well-known family. Sighing Xiao You Ren said, "Sorry to bother you and thanks for the help."
At first Liu Xuan wanted to take Xiao You Ren around for a walk and spend more time together, but it seemed that the other man didn't want the same thing. With the excuse that there was still work to be done and the next day was also used to work from the morning, so Liu Xuan gave up farewell to the two. Does not matter. He still had plenty of time to catch up with Xiao You Ren.
A sense of relief came to Xiao You Ren's heart, he managed to face one of his past and openly accepted it in order to move forward. He will not continue to be in the same circle of life and always fall in the same hole. Likewise with the matter this time, Xiao You Ren would not remain silent like he was in the past. Now he was starting to have the strength to fight back.
In his mind that somehow he started to involve the figure of Wang Xian Wei. Xiao You Ren didn't look at the man the way he looked at the people he had always liked, but Wang Xian Wei's figure was like a breath of fresh air in the heat of the atmosphere. And with the presence of that figure, Xiao You Ren would release all the burdens that he had been hiding for so long.
Taking steps into the apartment building and ending up at the door nervously. Taking a deep breath then exhaling quickly, the line on Xiao You Ren's lips slowly formed a warm faint smile. "I'm home," he said quietly as he opened the door.
Wang Xian Wei's figure appeared in the reflection of his eyes, sitting on the living room sofa with his laptop on his lap and eyes wrapped in glasses, that serious face many times more mature tonight.
Stepping further inside, Xiao You Ren paused to greet Wang Xian Wei and had a conversation about his meeting with Liu Xuan. Nothing was hidden as if all the truth would be revealed in front of the man. When he was about to take himself to his room, he accidentally glanced into the clean kitchen and then a faint frown appeared on his forehead. Taking a step back he asked, "Sir, have you had dinner?"
Wang Xian Wei stopped the activity of his hands and glanced at Xiao You Ren from behind his glasses. "Mn," he answered simply and returned to his work.
Xiao You Ren nodded and went to his room to clean up. Take the time to do some work before picking up the dream.
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