Capítulo 21: How to Love Myself 2
"I have to be ready anytime and anywhere," said Xiao You Ren reading out one of the contents of their contract.
Wang Xian Wei who was sitting across the dining table nodded his head nonchalantly. "Unless you're not able to have sex, like sick," he explained. Back to enjoying their dinner.
In the private room that Wang Xian Wei ordered at one of the restaurants near the office, even though it had adequate facilities and a comfortable atmosphere for eating, but Xiao You Ren felt no lust. He was still so concerned about the contents of their contract.
The contract stated that Xiao You Ren was allowed to have close relationships with other people, including women. As long as it doesn't leak the relationship between them and doesn't have sex with other people. You can't refuse if Wang Xian Wei has rough sex using various tools. Sex toys, bondage, and all other forms of torture are allowed as long as Xiao You Ren can tolerate it. All activities, with friends or alone, must be reported to Wang Xian Wei in advance.
Of all the contents of the contract, there was one that received special attention from Xiao You Ren. Should not involve complicated feelings during the contract. He understood it a little, after all Wang Xian Wei already had a lover and would be very self-conscious if he expected something big, like feelings of love. Xiao You Ren didn't want to be the third person in someone else's relationship.
The advantage that Xiao You Ren got was the pay the man would receive every month without even working for the company. However, Xiao You Ren firmly refused. So turn it into a fairly adequate facility. Wang Xian Wei offered the man to live in his apartment, besides having a larger size it also made it easier for them to divide their time. After all, the apartment was only occupied when Wang Xian Wei didn't have time to return to his apartment with his lover who was out of town.
After reading and scrutinizing the contents of the contract and making an agreement regarding the place to stay, Xiao You Ren also enjoyed his dinner. A sense of awkwardness still swirled around them, making the dining atmosphere feel very formal. Wang Xian Wei finished his food first and waited a while for Xiao You Ren to finish.
Supporting his chin, Wang Xian Wei started a conversation. "When are you going to start packing?" he asked about Xiao You Ren's move.
Due consideration was taken by Xiao You Ren, he had to think about a few things first before making a quick decision. There must be things to take care of besides clothes as well as the apartment contract which is still valid for a long time. For a moment there was doubt in his eyes, Wang Xian Wei's question was like expecting Xiao You Ren to move out soon. However, on the other hand he felt that he had not thought it right. Between readiness and unpreparedness is only limited by a straight line.
Wang Xian Wei could easily catch the expression on the face of the man in front of him. Turning his gaze to the dark mountains outside the window that only relied on the moonlight. His lips moved and spat out words, "There's no need to be so hasty, you can move whenever you want."
Hearing that, no doubt made Xiao You Ren feel relieved and grateful. Her smile was perfect. He finished the last bite and put down the spoon, staring at the same sight as Wang Xian Wei. "Thank you, sir," he said softly and sincerely.
For a moment they were lost in each other's thoughts. Until Xiao You Ren spoke again and got Wang Xian Wei's attention.
"Sir, Wang Huanling's younger sister will be home tomorrow night," said Xiao You Ren. Trying to say about the invitation he received this afternoon. According to the contents of their contract, Xiao You Ren had to say his activities.
Wang Xian Wei's eyes caught Xiao You Ren's eyes, making the man a bit uncomfortable and he ended up looking away from the panorama outside the window. Looking into each other's eyes.
"Wang Huanling took me out to dinner on Saturday to celebrate," he continued calmly.
Wang Xian Wei's frown deepened, the gaze falling with considerable astonishment. Recalling a few days ago when he rebuked Wang Huanling's negligence, it was clear from some of his employees' reasons that he was trying to blame someone else. And today Xiao You Ren said about the invitation, Wang Xian Wei was a bit surprised. However, he quickly brought back his cold face. "Just go if you want to."
Xiao You Ren quickly gave a response in the form of a nod of his head. Leaning his face forward, dealing a direct hit to Wang Xian Wei's heart. "Sir, if there is anything, may I call you and ask for help?" Xiao You Ren asked softly.
The yellowish glow from the lighting of the room splashed onto Xiao You Ren's handsome face, adding to the beauty that Wang Xian Wei had never seen before. He awkwardly nodded and made the smile on Xiao You Ren's lips grow wider. Unable to stand such blatant temptation, Wang Xian Wei's hand movements quickly tugged at the nape of the man before him. Gives a soft kiss that slowly becomes more demanding and becomes very wet. Luckily they are in a private room that is very closed.
As the intensity of the kiss grew higher and deeper, the ringing of the phone from Wang Xian Wei's trouser pocket interrupted his rising lust. Reluctantly he let go of their lips and reached for his phone. A name flashed on the phone screen, without waiting long he connected the call. Busy himself just hearing and replying to the caller's words, even so his eyes often stole glances at Xiao You Ren. The man licked his lips which were swollen and looked redder. Really made Wang Xian Wei feel the torment of lust.
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On a pretty sunny Saturday, Xiao You Ren gathered his strength to get up from the bed. His small apartment seemed to be getting bigger because of the suffocating feeling of loneliness. Lie didn't stay with him for a few days, but it felt really long.
The last two nights Wang Xian Wei had always taken the time to see him and ended up being a long, tiring night. When morning came and she opened her eyes, the man had disappeared from her side. It was hard for Xiao You Ren to have to accept that feeling, although sometimes he would feel a sense of tightness and coldness from not wearing a single cloth.
Xiao You Ren got up and started to carry himself towards the bathroom. The pain in the back was still clearly visible, even his back was like being clamped by iron and left behind a lot of pain. It forced him to reduce unnecessary movement.
The cold water that splashed from the ends of his hair to his feet felt refreshing and gave a calming effect. For a moment Xiao You Ren forgot the pain that was wracking his body. That chilling sensation seemed to have become close friends with his body, it was so easy for him to steal Xiao You Ren's restlessness. Coming out of the bathroom, Xiao You Ren immediately put on his clothes and received an incoming message notification on his cell phone. He grabbed it and opened it.
\\\[You Ren, didn't forget my invitation, right?\\\]
Wang Huanling seemed so determined to invite him. Xiao You Ren replied with a 'yes' answer. Then gave Wang Xian Wei a message about his plans for the evening and a good news because the man would not stop by his apartment because he had to go back to his lover.
As usual on a weekday, Xiao You Ren came to the office, did a good job, made time to chat with Zhao Yuzi, then went home. Today he came back a little early to prepare himself before leaving for the place that he and Wang Huanling had agreed upon.
Drive the car quietly because the distance between the apartment and the restaurant is not far. Less than half an hour, he had arrived at the restaurant. Pause for a moment to message Wang Huanling about his whereabouts.
\\\[Huanling, I'm already in front of the restaurant. Are you inside?\\\]
Xiao You Ren looked around and looked around while waiting for a reply to his message. The dimness of the night seemed less intimidating by the thousands of lights illuminating every building as well as the sides of the street. Even the moonlight was defeated. Soon an incoming message notification sounded from the cellphone.
\\\[Ah, I have a little problem, You Ren. Just go in first and pick a seat for us, I'll be right there. Sorry make you wait.\\\]
Reading those words, Xiao You Ren couldn't help but move slightly to get out of the car and enter the restaurant building. Choosing to sit at a table not far from the exit and facing directly at the window.
A waiter came up to him and asked, "What would you like to order, sir?" The waiter handed Xiao You Ren the menu book and showed him some of the restaurant's mainstay menus.
Hesitantly Xiao You Ren reached for the book, sorting out the drinks he wanted to order in advance while waiting for Wang Huanling to arrive. The choice fell on a glass of ice tea. "I ordered this first while waiting for a friend," he explained slowly. Xiao You Ren was reluctant to look at the maidservant's figure even the smile on his lips was very thin, almost gone.
"Yes sir. Wait a moment, your order will arrive," the waiter left after saying so.
His gaze stared straight through the glass wall. He took out an airpod and stuck it in his ear canal, propping his chin up, then drifted off into a daydream. The music he heard was only a distraction because of his reluctance to engage with those around him. Xiao You Ren just wanted to be indifferent and ignore anything, allowing himself to be lost in solitude. In the next second, another waiter came with a tray and gave his order. He noticed the drinking glass which looked very attractive due to its different appearance from the street taverns. Xiao You Ren started to think about it and compare prices.
Both drinks are the same, made from a solution of sugar and tea then added a few boxes of ice cubes, but have a different look. Just because of differences in appearance and place, the prices offered are also different.
Subconsciously his mouth mumbled, "Appearance affects grades." He turned his gaze to the mirror and strained his eyes at his own reflection. Round glasses covered his eyes, as well as clothes that were slightly covered and looked a bit geeky. His hair is a little messy.
A heavy sigh escaped his mouth. "Nothing exciting, but this is better."
Xiao You Ren didn't bother to hate himself if he looked unattractive, on the contrary, there was hatred when he returned to his old style of clothing. Even though it looks fashionable and charming, it always invites trouble. He hated it, always hated it so much.
Too lost in thought, he didn't notice heavy footsteps heading toward his desk. Closer and closer, until it stopped right beside his chair. Xiao You Ren saw the reflection of that person's face in the glass and was very surprised. Hatred and longing mingled deep in his heart and Xiao You Ren just stood still as if petrified by magic.
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