Capítulo 17: Trust .

That night my mind was completely messed up from both sides : KENNETH WHO DIDN'T TELL THE COMPLETE TRUTH . AND AUDRA'S ACTIONS THAT MADE ME WONDER WHAT'S HIS REAL INTENTIONS and it made doubt all of my grandmother and Kenneth warnings about him .

I mean why would he give my powers back if he wanted to do me damage ? plus the whole marriage thing and the child from him confused me even more , I mean even if he used his powers on me and manipulated , I don't think I would have been as happy with him as I seemed in the visions . I didn't look like a robot who had to smile forcefully , but instead it was genuine laughters , and he didn't seem bad either .

but still , the other confusing part is that I really wanted to believe KENNETH , no matter how things seemed to be for me Now , I just felt different whenever I was with him , I can never forget the warmth of his unlike Audra who I feel and know that there's something between us , but still ....it can't be compared to even a little of the thing that I have with KENNETH . But hiding half the truth from me wasn't a good idea to build a relationship with me .

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I had a lot of questions from that night .

Kenneth was willing to give me the answers but I wasn't willing to listen since I almost lost trust in everyone . I felt that no body was willing to tell me the whole truth .

Adam didn't know much either , our Grandmother told him the day when we went back from the hospital after donating blood , after he was so doubtful and curious , but he only knows what I know .

But for grandmother she wasn't Willing to answer any of my questions and asked me to listen to KENNETH if I wanted them .

a month has passed without me having any visions or nightmares about Audra .

I just had one sweet dream that kept repeating each night and of course it was about me and KENNETH . where I was playing in a field full of purple flowers , I was wearing a light blue dress and had my hair part braided on the sides while the rest of it was left down my back , I was smiling and happy and then he cane riding his black horse and took me with him to a lake in the middle of a forest , where we lay down together on the green gras . my head on his just listening to his heart beats making a beautiful lullaby , it seemed as my favorite lullaby . we stayed on that position staring at the starry sky watching the moon moving slowly and slowly until it was gone .

he kissed my forehead while I slept between his strong built arms , and that's how I woke up each night on the same position with him , and I had to kick him out of my room every time .

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Today I decided to give KENNETH a chance and listen to his answers , plus the sweet dreams wasn't helping me at all to stop thinking about him or miss him .

I waited for the night to come again and pretended to be asleep .

once I felt his presence in the room I woke up meeting with his dark brown eyes . I adjusted my position crossing my fingers with each other and looking at his confused curious eyes while smiling a bit , until a spoke :

_ Tonight ...you will give the answers you promised me about .

he then smirked happily and said :

_ So you finally decided to speak with me .... I see you missed me MATE .

he then leaned closer from my face blowing his hot breath on it sending butterflies to my stomach and burning my body dead hot .

I pushed him away gently pretending not to be effected by his charm while I was :

_ Fortunately I had no time to think about you or miss you because of my messed up mind and memories , that's why I'm giving you another chance if you want my trust again .

He then sighed and leaned back crossing his arms to his chest , and only then I could notice what he was wearing . a white almost transparent shirt so tight on his body showing almost all of his muscles , and a black trousers cut on the knees giving him the bad boy vibes , and his hair as usual to the back and some fell on top of his forehead and eyes making him look hotter .

I coughed , then he said :

_ Fine , if that's what you want .