Capítulo 330: Millie's crisis
After Millie finished talking to her father through her phone she began crying behind a storage unit, where no one could see her.
(Author: from this point on Millie would be narrating her thoughts again just like in chapter 323)
Millie: Dammit! Why is this happening?!
After daddy called he sounded really disappointed, not only that! He even said that... If I don't continue bullying Miku I would be disowned.
I don't want that! I... I just want us to be a family.
My family... I just want to be loved by my Parents.
Flashback*
Back when I was a kid, my Mom would never take care of me mostly because she's at work but even when she's at home she didn't want anything to do with me.
While my father, everytime he goes home he would immediately go play with me so I wouldn't be lonely.
He'd always spoil me and shown me a lot of love so I'd so the same.
Millie: daddy look! I made a drawing of us!
Millie's dad: woah~ it's so wonderful, thank you Millie-chan.
Millie: hehe~ I love you daddy.
Every second I spent with Daddy was the happiest I've ever been, even though my mother doesn't take care of me much I was happy because Daddy was there...
Until that day.
When I turned 5 years old, I was walking in our mansion and I saw a scene that I could never forget.
My parents fighting.
Millie's Dad: please dear! Just listen!
Millie's Mom: No! Get out!
My parents always fight when they are together, I honestly didn't understand why they were fighting everytime but this time I saw my dad crying.
Millie's Dad: please! If you're going to kick me out, just let me see my daughter!
He went on his knees and began begging to Mom.
Seeing Daddy cry made me sad, so I tried going to him but.
Maid: young miss, it's time for bed c'mon go to your room.
One of our maids came up to me and began bringing me to my room. I asked many times for her to let me go.
Millie: please let me go, Daddy is crying.
But...
Maid: I'm sorry young miss, i wish for your happiness.
The maid apologized and brought me to my room.
Maid: please, sleep well.
After I got into my bed I had trouble sleeping because Daddy would always give me a good night's kiss in my forehead before I sleep.
I was able to sleep but when I woke up, I thought Daddy went to work so I waited for him to come home.
So I waited and waited. To the next day and the day after that but he never came back.
I didn't understand but then one day I asked the maid who stopped me from seeing my Daddy.
Millie: hey Maid-san, why isn't Daddy coming back home? I haven't seen him for so long.
When I asked her that she collapsed and started crying right in front of me, I didn't understand why until she told me.
Maid: y-your parents are divorced.
Millie: divorced?
I didn't understand it at first and the she said.
Maid: that means you're parents split up and it also means... You won't be seeing your father anymore.
Millie: W-What?
Hearing that made me fall to my knees, I couldn't see Daddy again? Thinking that I cried for days on end.
When I stopped crying, I made a decision and that when I grow up I'll find daddy myself.
Until one day, the maid who's been taking care of me, named was called Ruri, told me another thing regarding Daddy that shook me to the core.
Ruri: Young miss!
Millie: hmm? What is it?
Ruri: your father! He died!
I was speechless, Daddy died? I couldn't accept it. With that news from Ruri-san all of my hope to see Daddy again we're crushed.
And what's worse after I heard that news from Ruri-san, He came to our mansion.
Millie's Mom: so this is the place where you'll be staying from this day forward.
???: Woah, I'm going to like this place.
Millie: huh?
A Man I never seen before came into our home with my Mom.
I asked mom who he was.
Millie: Who is that?
Millie's Mom: this man is going to be your new daddy so get along alright?
When I heard he'll be my new daddy I couldn't help but feel pain in my heart.
I wanted Daddy to come back but instead a new man came and took my Daddy's position.
At some point i tried getting close to him by doing things Daddy and I loved. Making drawings, painting and eating together.
But...
???: stop bothering me! You worthless thing.
He'd always push me away and when I accidentally made broke a vase in our mansion.
He was enraged.
???: what the hell is wrong with you?! Are you trying to get me killed?! Bad girl! Bad girl!
He yelled at me and called me a Bad girl.
I was so scared I couldn't do anything but cry.
And when my mom came back she yelled at me too.
The only one who wouldn't yell at me was Ruri-san.
Shed always comfort me...
Ever since then I stopped trying getting attention from my parents like how normal kids would do and I just ended up helping them with our Family's company which my mom owns.
Although, every day I would pray that one day that my parents would finally love me and that day did came many years later... But...
???: I need you to bully this girl.
My new daddy told me to Bully this girl named Miku Tachibana, I didn't know why but I refused but then he made an offer I couldn't refuse.
???: if you bully her to the point of her wanting to kill herself, I'll spend some time with you as parent and child and we'll do anything you want.
Hearing that offer lit something within me, I wanted to be loved by my parents and this was an opportunity but the thought of bullying someone for no reason was horrible.
But in the end I got consumed by my desires.
Millie: alright I'll do it.
And then I accepted the offer.
Although it was smooth sailing when I first transferred, when I got home I felt disgusted with myself the fact I bullied someone for no reason made me want to vomit, but I was consumed by my desires and I couldn't do anything to stop myself.
But then, he began interfering.
Kaneki Higanbana, I tried using him since it looked like he was close to Miku but when I tried to he strangled me.
But when he said "We're not even family in any way, not in blood or name and most importantly bond."
When he said that I began rethinking what I've done, but in the end I got consumed by desires again and I continued trying to bully Miku but he was able to prevent it.
I was angry and frustrated but somewhere deep inside I felt relieved and every time he stopped me...
Those same words he said yesterday came back.
I still planned on bullying Miku even with my plan failed but because of my fear of him, I wasn't able to do it, it's both frustrating and relieving.
But then... He called and he told me.
"If you don't bully her within one week, you're going to be disowned!"
Apparently I will be abandoned if I don't do anything. I want to hurt Miku but at the same time I don't want to...
What do I do now? I don't want to hurt Miku but I also don't want to be disowned and I want to be loved by my parents... I don't know what to do...
And the Millie opened her mouth and said some words.
Millie: Someone... Please help me
She called out for help, although she thought no one had heard her...
In the track field*
Miku: hmm? Kane-chan? Whats wrong?
Kaneki: oh haha~ it's nothing. Anyways with our training done I should probably prepare the crown now.
Miku: oh okay, have fun in your training with Querxes Sensei.
Kaneki: I will!
Kaneki began walking away from Miku.
Kaneki's thoughts*
(That voice just now? There's no way... Right?)
Her call for help was heard by someone she didn't expect.
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