Capítulo 16: Red grass
A cold wind hits my sleepy face. The mental emptiness continues, without a doubt, but it does not discourage me. I have to keep training.
It's early, around 6 or 7 in the morning. It is already a habit that I am awake at this time ... to think that in my past life I would just go to sleep now ...
It's a big change.
My first fight happened, but I don't remember anything, it would be good to know what happened, but more importantly, keep training.
I managed to sneak out of Nori, she was still asleep, the sun wasn't even fully up. This climate is ideal for training.
My basic morning routine, running around the edges of the village until it was time to enter the academy. Before I go to school, of course, I take a shower in the closest lake possible.
"Fuuu!" I blew out loudly and began to warm up. Stretching your muscles before running is very important, I don't want an unexpected cramp. Gai-sensei taught me everything I know, in my past life I knew little and nothing.
He has been busy with missions, so I usually have training afternoons free, although sometimes he gives me goals.
I got into running position, like I saw in the Olympics.
My muscles tensed and I ran.
The cold breeze hits me again, my long hair flapping accordingly. I have to do this to improve my stamina.
I like to run on the edges of the village, near the woods, where there is no one or almost no one ... Since Gai discovered me ... The point is that normally there is no one.
Still, I am always on the alert.
"Hmmhh?"
What's that? I heard something.
An indescribable noise ... something I had never heard before, completely filled my hearing. I looked in the direction that strange noise was coming from, the forest. My curiosity arose.
A lush forest with green trees, robust and wet from the rain, I was here before for my training and it is always quiet ... But now I feel ... I-I feel that something is wrong.
I decided to go in there and I heard it perfectly. I look like a protagonist in some horror movie.
Screams of ... animals, screams of pain ... horrible screams. What the fuck is going on ?!
I covered my ears, I don't want to hear this ... I don't even know what to call it.
The friendly and cute appearance was tainted by the horrible noise coming out of the place, it wasn't the only thing there ...
A strong stench emanates from the beautiful place, a foul odor ... a strong metallic smell, blood? My body started shaking at the idea.
The metallic stench seemed to permeate the entire forest ...
I felt sick, stopped covering my ears and covered my nose.
The screams are worse than before, a lot.
My heart started pumping blood rapidly ...
Cold sweat ran down my body, the simple action of swallowing hard was difficult.
He was paralyzed by what could be happening, he had never smelled so much blood ...
The screams and growls of what appeared to be animals continued ...
In the distance, I could see a figure ... a short, feminine figure.
T-is he in danger? I thought.
Maybe something had happened, an animal attack or something like that ...
Help? That idea crossed my mind, but should I?
What if it is something very dangerous? I thought.
Flee? That idea also came to mind, it seemed like the right choice ...
What I do?
What I do?
What I do?
I have to ... yes, I have to be careful, but not be afraid. I lived in fear most of the time I was in high school, this is not the time to make the same mistake.
I have been trained a lot, I have to make this count ... I think I am strong enough to face an animal ... This could serve as an experience.
I decided, I'll go see what happens.
An animal is not going to kill me, I am fast, if I do not have another I will simply run like never before! I convinced myself.
Even with my nerves, I went even deeper.
The horrible sound and stench grew larger.
My nervousness increased from the tense atmosphere.
Hey?
Hey?!!!!
My face showed many emotions, there was no exact reaction for this situation. Was there really any way to react to this?
A grotesque and disgusting scene was captured in my eyes, an unimaginable scene.
B-birds ... c-injured rabbits ... my body trembled even more.
Blood gushed from them ...
My stomach churned at witnessing such a scene ...
The red grass made me feel even worse.
~ Blaargh ~
My body expelled everything in my stomach. I could not avoid it.
The ugly feeling that left me vomiting was completely overshadowed by what I saw.
A girl, my partner in the academy ... with a bloody kunai ... her hands and clothes stained red made me want to vomit even more, but there was nothing else to expel.
D-did she do this ?!
My heart was beating like never before. My body was shaking, I felt scared, it's silly, but a girl scared me. With my mouth and eyes open, I tried to find a logical reason for what was happening, I was unsuccessful.
Before I could react, I ran ... I ran as fast as I could from the spot. She saw me.
I fell several times, but I made it. I came out of the forest.
With my dirty clothes and some vomit, I got to my knees and took as much air as I could.
What the heck was that? !!!!!
...
Shit
Shit
Shit
Shit! I want to go ... hahh ... from here.
Hahh
Hahh
Hahh
Please...
I want to be in home
I want to rest my mind ...
Those animals ... those animals full of ... of ... bl-blood ...
I looked at my shaking hands, what scares me?
The simple fact of remembering him and the cause of everything ... makes my insides churn.
It's not just fear, it's disgust. Can I really put up with this whole world? Or ... will my mind lose its sanity in the attempt ...?
Hell, I'm… I'm… a fag! My mind is so weak… is it because of my child's body ?! Or am I ...?
I hadn't realized it, I was so absorbed in myself, but they look at me. Naruto, Ino, Kiba, Shino, most of the class shoot me glances.
Hikaru's absence and the… crazy girl leave me even more confused.
Sitting in the last row of tables I asked myself:
Why the fuck are they looking at me? What did I do?
The fear was gone, a rage seized me.
Stop looking at me, kids!
Hahh
They are talking, they see me and they talk ...
They whisper, stop whispering ...
When are Iruka and Mizuki going to arrive ?!
I thought that by arriving early there would be almost no one ...
This ... this reminds me more and more of my ... my ... past life. The looks I hated so much, all for a shitty rumor ...
"Hey!"
Enough, I want this to be over ...
"Hey !!!"
I don't know if I can bear this whole world, why is it so difficult?
"Daiki !!"
Hmmh ?!
A kid?
"So you are the famous Nakamura Daiki!" Who ... Who is this chubby boy?
"Let's be friends!" He reached his hand closer to my hand, my hand clenched in anger… yet he ignored it and shook his hand with mine.
Wait ... here ... this child ... seems familiar to me ...
"My name is Satō Toshi!" A huge smile accompanied his statement. Before he could process what was happening, he spoke.
"Everyone talks about you, you are famous!" Hey?
I think… I think I remember… that he was the boy who wanted to fight the blonde the first day ...
"Do you see how everyone whispers? They talk about you" why? I looked around, most of them speak and look at us.
"Why?" Without realizing it, that question came out of me.
"Because you beat up the smug blonde!" W-wait ... what?
Beat up ... Hikaru? I ... I won ?!
"Follow me, let's sit with Fuji!" Fu-fuji?
Who?
"I'm going to introduce it to you, come!" I-I need ... I need to know what the fuck happened in the fight.
"Come on, Iruka-sensei will be coming soon!"
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