Song Xin'ai's mood was already complex but after this discussion with Raelle, she was even feeling depressed. She wanted this daughter to yell at her, blame her, and do at least something to make her feel less guilty but she did nothing. Nothing at all.
And it's because that Raelle was so sensible and rational that she ended up feeling like the fire of guilt within her was turning into an inferno. And this inferno was gonna consume her soul.
"Even if you don't need it, I would still like to say sorry to you," said Song Xin'ai with much difficulty. "As a mother, it was my job to protect you and I didn't do my job. I'm sorry for not being able to give you a complete family."
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