"I swear I will live a good life this time-"
-by Anpu Persefoni
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I suddenly found myself in a white room, I looked around but there was nothing to find so, I sat down and just cried because I was killed by no one else but myself I just couldn't live that life anymore, I had no one to live for, I didn't feel like I belonged there, I felt like there something else waiting for me.
I wanted to die, I tried to commit suicide multiple times before, I know it isn't good for me, but... I don't want to live a life where I don't feel like I belong in. The only thing that made it bearable there was Haikyuu, I watched it multiple times yet, it was always my paradise.
I cried and cried, my tears felt like they would never end, I fell into self-despair, the darkness felt like the only home for me. I was alone and lonely and that's how I liked it-
When suddenly a man, came running into the white room, somehow since there was no door, around here- I quickly made sure I had no tears on my face, I don't like to show anyone my weak side- he started patting my head which caused me to look at him, he had beautiful white and slightly gold hair, with his gold blue eyes, he said, "Are you, okay child? I'm sorry for leaving you alone."
When he saw my eyes he looked shocked, my eyes were dead, there was no light in them. I looked at him curiously, even though I have lost my emotions a long time ago, I don't wish to have them back. Emotions are only for the weak, my adopted mother used to say, and she is right. "Yes I am okay, and I quite like being alone, no need to worry!" I said, with a fake smile, he smiled sadly at me, and just whipped something on my face, I looked curious,y, wondering what he was whipping from my face-
I saw that it was tears, and said, "Why am I crying?" I asked him, curious myself, he suddenly hugged me, "It's okay, my child I'm sorry for not helping you, I'm sorry for everything.. " he said, in a sad tone, I started crying, even more, I didn't understand why though. So I stayed silently in his arms, for a good 10 minutes until, my eyes, had stopped watering like fireworks.
After that fiasco, I asked him, "I'm Anpu Persephoni, who are you, mister! Any would you be sorry? Also, why are you calling me your child?" I looked at him. "Well you see, you were supposed to have a happy and successful life, but I accidentally swapped your karma, with someone else's who was to have a life that was absolutely miserable, that person was doomed to have a life not so pleasing- I'm so sorry! If there is anything I can do I will! I'll let you go to any world you want, and have one wish if you desire, it can even be a fictional world!" He said kneeling down, I was quite surprised even though I am technically emotionless, I thought about it, and decided to accept,
"Sure, okay, and I forgive you, I understand it's not your fault-" I said, with a slightly fake smile. He looked at me again, and smiled sadly, he shrugged it off, and said," first here customize your looks, if you want to be transmigrated or reincarnation."
Suddenly some kind of system panel appeared in front of me, I went along with it and started customizing my looks, I had light brown hair, with pinkish-red eyes, I said, "I want to transmigrate, And here I'm done." I said, beginning to touch the exit tab on the system panel after clicking confirm.
He said, "Okay, then what wish would you like to have my child- I mean, Anpu?" I thought for a minute to think about a wish, I finally got what I wanted and said, "I would like to have amazing reaction speed and unlimited physical abilities, but please make sure I can control it, mister." I said, giving him a phony grin.
He looked at me, and said, "That could be counted as two wishes but, That can be done, you will have enough physical strength to do anything, just make sure, not kill anyone, now what world do you want to go to?" He smiled like he knew what I was going to choose.
I didn't even have to think, I said without any hesitation, "I would very much love to go to Haikyuu, my life's savior, mister." I smiled a real smile when I thought of that place, my eyes seemed to have a beautiful shine in them.
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[I wanted to say, I have been practicing my writing skills just so I could write this novel (not really, just felt like writing this), but like I love sad novels, so I made it sad, but passionate story with an emotionless, and suicidal MC who loves Haikyuu, and maybe will slowly get his emotions because of it, if I get bored of it, I maybe will give it to someone else to adopt it]
Have a good day! And this novel may have a faster or slower, probably d
Faster, update then my others. ^_^
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