Ariana pov
I am still thinking about what happened today... today I met my pops...my bunny...
Hold strong they are not yours... But today seeing them waked old memories to me..
My pops he seems so weak.. he is not happy man anymore... What about mom did she miss me... Do she still blame me... They didn't listen to me once accusing me ... Why I am getting weak.. one side my all good memories with them another side they are one who gave me biggest and painful scars .
When I was infront of pops I want to hug him
Want to ask that my he did this to me ..
Why they didn't search for me once...I have list of grivences but I kept silence because what happened years ago can't get out my memories..
That is your past stop worrying about it...
This man who is sleeping next to you is your present.. I sit and start watching sleeping Xavier... He look cute innocent while sleeping...I can't help to control myself so I start to move my hand on his hair..