I am sorry for hurting you.
I know I did.
And I guess if there is any kind of
fairness afterlife probably would be in hell getting roasted.
But if that's where I am,
I want you to know,
I love you
Always did
Always will.
Reyaansh Singhaania
"I am not gonna merge with your company. Do you understand ?"
I slammed my fists on my office desk.
"Do you think I am stupid to merge with that trash of yours ? Do you really think I am that much of an idiot to put my reputation and money on stake for that thing you call your company ?" I told the person standing in front of me.
I can see his face turning red in embarrassment but I could care less.
I stopped caring about everyone years ago.
After a few minutes, my secretary came in my office with a clipboard and pen in his hands.
"Do I have any other meeting today ?" I asked him wishing to be a little bit free for the rest of the day.
"No sir. After this meeting with Mr. Shah Gr. Of Industry, you are free for the day" Informing me this, he left.
Its been 5 years.
5 years without my precious. Since last time I saw Advika in college, I never saw her again.
I know I hurt her, but I never once in my life expected her to leave me for good.
I planned everything for her that night. I planned that after she complete her high school, I would confess my feelings to her in front of everyone and after her graduation, I would ask her parents for her hand .
I started seeing her a woman, not my childhood friend but a woman.
My woman.
But I messed up everything everything.
After that, without missing a day I would go to her house to apologize, at least to see her once.
Hell, I was even ready to crawl on my knees in front of her for forgiveness.
But not even once I get to meet her.
I would wait outside her house until she come home, I even waited whole night for her to catch a glimpse of her.
Like she was oxygen to me which I gladly removed from my life and look, now it slowing killing me.
I never intended to hurt her.
Never in my life I once thought that I would have to spend this life without her by my side.
After a few months after that day when I lost my everything, I came to know that she shifted New Delhi.
After my graduation, I started my own business. I worked day and night with the intention to keep myself busy, not to think about the pain I gave her.
I thought, me being busy for making my name in this business world would help me to keep my mind of her but no, never once she left my mind, my thoughts,me.
Yes, I was born with a silver spoon in my mouth, but I never took advantage of it.
My father (Mr. Akash Singhania) is the owner of the Singhania group of industries.
But I never wanted to take over his business.
I wanted everyone to know me because of me, not because of my father.
So now here I am, Reyaansh Singhania, Owner of R. K. Group of Industries which is one of the leading industry not only in India but also all over the world.
Many of you must be thinking that I gave my blood and sweat to build my name but no, somewhere in my heart I did all of this for my precious.
If someday I meet her (which definitely I will), I want her to see me as a man who is more mature, more understanding now and not some teenage boy,she left.
I want her to see that I am capable of providing her everything she desires, to feed her, protect her.
I want her to see me as a man.
Her man.
That sounds good !
I was so busy in this business that I never got time to look for her, to search her.
But now its been a year since I started looking for her.
I even hired private investigators to give me any information they get.
Yeah yeah, call me a stalker. But that's what I am for her now.
These last years I never had been in a relationship nor my family forced me to because even they know, there was, there is, and there always will be only 1 girl in my life.
I just want her to meet once.
I want to explain my actions, myself.
I know, still it would be hard for her to forgive me but its not like I will go anywhere or even let her go anywhere.
I don't have any intention of letting her go once I get a hold of her, even if I have to chain her to my bed.
The ringing of my cell distracted me from my thoughts. I frowned looking at the caller Id.
"Kendra". (Filth)
No matter how many times I threatened her not to contact me or pushed her aside or tried telling her in my most calm voice that there will be only one girl that occupy my hear and that's not her, but she is as dumb as they come.
I still loathed myself for what I did, how I used some hurtful words and this girl to hurt my girl. Even if it was done unintentionally but still I did.
I can still feel the emotions swirled in my girl eyes.
Pain, anger, hurt, embarrassment but mostly betrayal.
The moment my precious ran out of there, I snatched myself away from this trash to run after my girl, my love.
Only if I knew that was the last time I am seeing her, I would have joined hell and heaven to undo my actions.
I disconnected Kendra's call again. And asked my secretary to blacklist her from my all records.
I don't want to hurt my precious more than I already did, do I ?
I don't want her to have any idea of me not wanting her ever.
Leaving my office room, I stride to my private elevator. Once inside me entering , I notice chaos everywhere in the hallway. My secretary joined me in elevator just after me.
" What's going on here. Why s hallway this much crowded today?" I asked him.
"Sir, today is the interview for position of your personal assistant." He replied in his professional tone.
Ah now I remember , my last P.A took maternity leave.
I totally forgot about this. Mostly because as you see, I don't interview then myself. I have some trysted higher rank employees to do that for me.
But I take the final decision.
By previous P.A was really professional. She was hardworking and a dedicated employ which is hard to find nowdays.
I hope my new P.A will be professional too.
While leaving my office main door, I notice something change in air like it suddenly became more calm, more warm.
This air suddenly made me forget all my tiredness.
Shaking my head with a smile on my lips, I left my office .
Most of the employees were looking me in shock , even my secretary is trying to hide his amusement.
But I don't blame them, I rarely smiled after that day.
Its a miracle for them to see me like this.
Miracle it is.
But little did he knew, that his decision of hiring P. A will bring back the past which he desperately wanted to hold in his arms.
Little did he knew, the air around him is more breathable because the air got its oxygen now.
Little did he knew, the beast he kept inside is going to break the chain and is going to take control now.