Capítulo 16: CHAPTER 16

Sebastian's P.O.V

After she fell asleep in my arms I picked her up and laid her on my bed , putting a blanket over her. I've been staring ever since. No matter how hard I try I just can't take my eyes off of her , she is the most beautiful creation I have ever laid my eyes on.

I can't help but get captivated by her smooth caramel skin that I could touch all day , her long black curly hair that sprawls all over my pillows like a treasure map , her toned yet thick curvy body that can put any man to his knees , her luscious pink lips I can't help but want to kiss and suck all day long and her eyes , her beautiful and illuminating hazel brown orbs. She is true perfection. I want to be immune to her beauty and this magnetic pull but I’m finding it rather difficult.

I hear a light knock coming from the door so I get up and head to the door, opening it slightly and sliding out then close it.

"Sir lunch is served." Kiki says offering a small smile.

"Thank you Kiki but I think I'll pass on lunch." I say then turn to open the door but she stops me.

"Sitting and staring at her as she sleeps won't feed you, come eat. The Luna isn't going anywhere." She says trying to sound stern.

"My mind is having a hard time understanding that." She could be a figment of my imagination.

She releases a breath. "Sebastian, I have watched you grow from a hopeful small boy into this emotionless and closed off big, strong man. I’ve also been here to witness all the horrible things your father has done to you , he broke your spirit and I made the mistake of standing by and doing nothing but .. I'm not going to do that anymore. I care for you deeply and I won't let anyone hurt you, including yourself, so come eat and let the poor girl be." She yanks my hand down the stairs and into the kitchen.

"I never wanted this you know, a mate and I still don’t think I do, but when I'd see Jake and Kylie looking so happy and at peace with one another I started thinking that maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. But - "

"But nothing." Kiki interrupts me as she makes her way to my side of the island , holding my hand she sits down. "You have gone through things no child should ever go through and no man either. I know your father hurt you but it's time you started being happy don't you think? If she chooses to, let her love you and care for you, show her who you really are."

"She'll run if I do." I say quickly.

“The bond between two mates can never truly be broken, even when a mate is rejected they still feel their mate in their soul , always." She explained.

I can't tell her who I really am because I know if I do she'll fear me then eventually, leave me. I'll tell her eventually just not now.

Getting up I take my half eaten meal and put it in the oven. "Let me go check on her." I tell Kiki as I head up the stairs , reaching my door I pause, maybe I should put her in her own room. I doubt her and I sharing a bed will be a good idea.

Slowly opening the door I slip into my room and close the door behind me. I turn and to my surprise I see an empty bed , disappointment quickly washing over me but then I hear the shower running.

I slowly approach my bathroom and hear her humming a sweet melody with her soothing voice, she can easily make our pups fall asleep. Wait WHAT ! I only just met the girl and I'm already thinking about pups? Pushing my thoughts aside I slowly open the door and walk in , her back is to the the glass door but I can still see her.

There's steam everywhere and even some covering the shower walls. As she washes her hair all I can do is stare , her body is covered in water droplets. When she moves back her ass comes into contact with the cold glass making her gasp , as she moves so does her ass , going up and down and immediately all I want is to pull her out of this damn shower , throw her on the bed and spread those cheeks wide only to thrust into her roughly. Making her scream my name.

"How long have you been standing there?" I'm pulled out of my thoughts when I hear her voice.

"Long enough." I say through clenched teeth , she must think I'm a pervert. "I apologize, I shouldn't have invaded your privacy." I say turning around. I hear her sigh then whimper, "Are you alright?" I ask. She chuckles.

"Just wonderful. My mate sees me like this and yet he can still walk away with no difficulty." She says bitterly .

She thinks me walking away isn't difficult? "Zendea I- "

"Just leave, please .. I-I'm not desirable to you , I understand." She lowers her head.

Taken aback by what she's just said all I do is stand there for a moment but decide to leave her alone. I walk out of the bathroom and slam the door , how can she think I find her undesirable? And even if I did, aren’t we moving too fast? While I pace back and forth she walks out covered in nothing but a towel that's mid thigh length. She looks at me and I can see sadness in her eyes. Damn mate bond, why can’t I block her emotions out.

"I'm sorry, what I said was uncalled for and immature. Please forgive me." She says bowing her head.

I walk to her in a quick pace and pull her to me , she gasps and our eyes lock. "All I want to do is bend you over my knee and spank you till you beg for my mercy." I say nibbling on her ear. Holding her in my arms I feel shivers running down her spine. How did I manage to say the opposite of what I wanted to?

She puts her hands on my shoulders and stands on her toes. "I deserve nothing less." She whispers into my ear.

I release a low growl and lift her up , her legs instantly wrap around my waist and I walk us to the bed. "Down." I command. I should stop, I need to stop before this goes any further.

I sit on the edge of the bed. "Over my knee." I say sternly and shock washes over her face. "I will not repeat myself."

She hesitantly goes over my knee , because the towel is short her ass cheeks are fully exposed. I take my hand and rub her left cheek slowly making her release a small moan.

"After every spank you're going to count understand?" I ask , she nods and I spank her left cheek.

"Ahh!" She yells out.

"Use your words Zendea."

"Yes Alpha." I can hear her arousal laced in her voice and I can smell it in the air.

SMACK !

"Ahh ! One"

SMACK !

"Mm , Two"

SMACK !

"T-Twelve." She says as her body trembles and tears are running down her cheeks. I rub both of her ass cheeks then slide my finger down to her core and my finger's immediately coated by her juices. What am I doing right now?!

"Ahh." She moans out , "Please." She begs. I grit my teeth.

"Please what Zendea?" I ask her.

"P-please touch me." She says leaning into my touch. Positioning my finger at her entrance I rub her lips slowly and she moans then dip my finger into her core and she immediately whimpers. Without warning I thrust my finger fully into her and she whimpers louder , circulating my finger I go in and out with a steady pace then add another finger , stretching her walls.

"You're so tight my mate." I say to her as my fingers go deeper , her hands tighten their grip and she moans loudly. Feeling her walls tighten around my fingers I pick up my pace.

Her breathing quickens letting me know she's about to come , "I'm about to c-cum." She says in between moans.

"Only I can tell you to cum." I say pounding into her faster and harder making her cry out.

"Please !" She whimpers.

I ignore her and thrust my fingers deeper into her over and over and over again. Her body begins to shake while her moans get louder and louder , I lean close to her ear , "Cum for me Zendea." I lowly command as I curl my fingers hitting her G - spot.

Immediately she cums and screams out , when she gets off her high I pick her up and lay her on the bed as she breathes in and out heavily. I walk into the bathroom and grab a small face cloth , wetting it , then walk to the bed.

I clean her up , tuck her in then lay by her but keeping a distance between us. She turns a little to look at me and offers me a small smile. I run my hand through her hair , "You did good Kitten but that cannot happen again okay. It was a mistake , made too quickly." I tell her sounding a little too stern.

As sadness washes over her face her eyes begin to close and she whispers "You were my first." Then falls asleep. Of course I was, that’s why she was so tight. How could I be so ruthless! I could have hurt her , I was so rough and careless. Of course I was because that is who I am.

Her hand finds its way onto my chest and I look down at her, smiling to myself.

"You are so beautiful." I say kissing her forehead then slowly get up and exit the room. Entering one of the spare rooms I take off my tee and get into bed, letting sleep consume me.

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first time writing a steamy chapter lol

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- JD

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