Sebastian smiled. "Well, at the risk of sounding mad, I will say I want exactly what they write in the romance books. At the same time, I want the exact opposite."
I threw my head back and laughed. "Why would that sound mad? Most of my thought process ends up that way. Perhaps you should add some nuance to that assertion?"
"When I first started liking you, I thought I knew both of us, and I wanted you. I wanted you to accept me, or rather, I wanted my idea of you to accept my idea of myself. Since that time, I have learned neither of us knew the other at all, and at the time, I didn't even know myself. Now..."
He seemed to run out of words. How odd for Sebastian. I had to say, I didn't quite understand what he meant, though. I squeezed his hand encouragingly nonetheless.
To all those who thought he would be easy to find. :P You are wrong. Very wrong. Some people enjoy being outlandish with their actions... Take the Zodiac killer for example. He gave every clue possible to instigate the cops. No one has found him yet.
Yes, the cipher was deciphered by a team of mathematicians and whatnot, but it brought us no closer to the actual man.
So, what do you think?