••• Jaxon’s POV •••
I kept glancing at Rosa from the corner of my eyes throughout the meeting.
I wanted to speak to her.
I wanted to feel her in my arms, which I did the moment I laid my eyes on her.
I wanted us to be the same way we were before, with all our bantering and me teasing her.
Would it be impossible to do anymore?
I had tried to reject Lillian, but who would’ve thought it nearly caused my death?!
For that, I resented the matebond.
To make matters worse, even if I hated my matebond, I still felt attracted to Lillian and couldn’t stop being gentle with her.
I even cursed myself and Rhun for pulling the chair for Lillian to sit on.
Even though Rosa acted distant and polite, I could still see the hurt flashing through her eyes when I was gentle to Lillian.
Now I knew how Max felt when he wanted Ari to show her vulnerabilities and depend on him.