Chapters 11-17 have been rewritten to improve story flow and pacing. [June 27, 2024]
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The dream clings to me, leaving my heart pounding.
But it's not real.
Just a nightmare.
Rolling over, I curl into a ball to fight the shivers wracking my body. The fleece throw is both too hot and too cold, and I can't take it off. When I do, I'm dying like I've been thrown straight into a snowbank, naked. With it on, I feel like I'm going to drown in sweat, but at least it's less uncomfortable.
The unsettling dream lingers in my head, the sensation of dirty feet and crunchy leaves echoing against my feet.
Unease crawls down my spine, anxiety doing its damnedest to take over.
I ignore it as best as I can in my current state.
Sleep, I need sleep. Maybe if I can just drift off again, I'll wake up feeling better. Renewed.
But no matter how determined I am, my body rebels, keeping me awake.