"Since I could remember, I always had this problem, where I would get angry and in a rage lose myself, I didn't recall what I was doing, but I know that it is in my memory.
When I think about it, I feel like it is just at the tip of my fingers and if I dig a little more it would come, but no matter what I did and how far I dug, I never found it.
Every happening is like I completely disappear and something else takes control, while I sit in the back screaming out for help, trying to find a way to come out, but when it is done, I have no recollection, only a gut feeling that it happened.
It has been a pain in my life, not being able to understand what is going on in my body, my family has tried to find what could be wrong, but there have never been any results that could tell me what it is.
Even magic of high level has been used, but there have been no results.