Capítulo 176: CHAPTER 176

- HAZEL -

Nothing seems interesting. Each day, I’m getting closer and closer to losing my mind yet I’m trying to get my act together.

No one really talks about how overwhelming it is to have to hide a part of you you’d love to talk about so much. How miserable keeping to yourself actually is. It’s saddening, hoping someone would be your shoulder to lean on but realising you’re all alone in this, having to fight it yourself.

It’s not new that I’m being threatened and going through the worst break up in my life. These past three days, today included, has made me realise that wearing the depressed face on does not matter when you can’t utter a word, so I try to appear as sane even when I’m not. Nothing is sane around me and I can’t even deny it.