Capítulo 170: CHAPTER 170

- KILLIAN -

It’s getting addicting. Being with her is getting addicting. And that kind of addiction is also very terrifying. The kind of terror I will die for. The kind of terror I yearn for even though I know it’ll be the death of me, because what’s the point of being alive if I don’t enjoy the perks of living?

I let out a sigh.

Hazel makes me think about a lot of things I was okay with before and question them now. Is she changing me? That, I don’t know.

I find myself wanting to protect her at the cost of others and I can’t tell if it’s a good thing or not yet I enjoy doing it. I haven’t done much to keep her safe recently and just that bleeds my heart.

I hate that I wasn’t there for her and I hate that I made her bear all that burden alone. I hate that I can’t make Asami go away as well as the little compassion I feel towards her. I hate a lot of things of recent.