Journal [3]

January 5th, 2027

9:44 PM

My heart is fucking hurting, and it won't stop! I've seen doctors and heart surgeons, but they just spout bullshit!

My father is not by the behaviour i was showing nowadays but you know what? I don't care about

...By the way, I tried alcohol for the first time. Yeah, I know I'm only 14, but other noble kids do it too.

At first I only did it because I thought doing that would stop them from ignoring me, but I genuinely don't care anymore.

Oh, and guess what?

I've decided to stop training. Why the hell should I give a shit about it? I don't want train anymore."

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`Fabury 21st, 2027

7:57 PM

Fuck off, diary. Fuck off, world.`

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`Aprail 12th, 2027

6:43 PM

Seems like getting high is way more fun than I thought. I don't get why people have such a problem with drug users.

Because honestly, in my opinion, they're the ones living life on easy mode! Hahaha!