my inspiration for this webnovel was the light novel shimotsuki san likes the mob (which i definitely recommend reading) I was so into the story I made my own version in my head for a while that I wanted to write but I did I made some differences like my mc having so much trauma and also with the 3 girls being really really guilty for what they did to Kaneki and adding a 4th childhood friend too. also if you read this webnovel and you played the game DDLC you probably noticed that 3 girls have the same names as the ones from DDLC but with different surnames and different designs i plant to put on Character information. i pretty much watched a Vtuber making DDLC content so i did the same I added 3 of those girls but i decided to kill off 2 because for the sake of the story I had to kill them.
oh yeah I also only write this webnovel as a hobby if I feel like it I'll probably write the story more. I don't really have confidence in this story and I was quite hesitant on writing it but i first wrote a really important part of what's going to happen in the future of this story on the discord of the Vtuber that makes DDLC content which gave me a confidence boost I also plan to add him in the story because i already asked him and i already thought on how to fit him in the story.
also thank you if you continue to read this webnovel of mine I'm not really confident in it even tho it's just a hobby i really think i suck at this because this is the first time I ever wrote a story and I'm also sorry if the story feels rushed I'll keep on trying my best