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Capítulo 109: Chapter 109: "You are not me..."

Sat at a small round table by the window. Under the bright moonlight, there were now two figures sitting opposite each other.

One is the adult version of Thea who has a gloomy face, and the other is the small version of Thea who always has an innocent smile on her face.

"This hallucination is too strong..." Thea massaged her dizzy forehead helplessly.

"[Hey, what kind of expression are you making? You are trying to deny my existence? Please look at my face!]"

The small version of Thea got down from the chair, and she walked around the adult version of Thea in circles.

The adult version of Thea who didn't want to see the figure of the small version of Thea for the time being, kept turning her head everywhere to avoid her gaze.

"[Look at me! Look at me! I'm right here!]"

"Stop being annoying! Why are these hallucinations so strong!? Go way!"

Seeing the adult version of Thea covering her ears like a child, and closing her eyes tightly. The small version of Thea puffed out her cheeks in dissatisfaction.

"[Why do you refuse to see me? Isn't this your wish?]"

"...."

"[Come on, say something. You know covering your ears won't work. If we look at it from a normal person's perspective, you're technically talking to yourself right now.]"

"...."

The adult version of Thea immediately turned her body backwards, refusing to speak.

The little version of Thea who saw this, became furious.

"[This is why I hate adults. They always keep all their troubles to themselves, and secretly drive themselves into depression.]"

"[You expected to see me, and here I am, talking to you right now. Now, when I'm in your presence, why are you suddenly so quiet?]"

Hearing this, the adult version of Thea opened and closed her mouth several times, and in the end, she could only bite her lower lip tightly.

"I hate you."

The adult version of Thea gave off a tone that was almost the same as the injured little animal.

"[Good, now you start talking. Then, what does that mean?]"

Open tightly closed eyelids. The adult version of Thea can only look down with a sad look.

"Because... It's you they want, not me."

"[...Ah?]"

Had a moment of silence for a while, and decided to turn around to see the little version of her. The adult version of Thea looked at herself with a complicated look.

"Ever since I combined the secondary consciousness, and the primary consciousness, our personalities have changed so much that it's like seeing a different person."

"I'm fine, but what about other people's opinions!?"

"Kiana, Siegfried, Himeko, Aurora...do you think I haven't read their memories!? What are they thinking about me!!!"

"I... I... Also don't want to be like this..."

Seeing this adult version of her became very depressed, and didn't dare to look herself again. The little version of Thea could only helplessly shrug her shoulders.

"[An identity crisis again huh... You know, you have a serious mental problem about denying your own existence. I suggest you take a break like big sister Bianka said. This illness of yours is getting worse.]"

Ignoring the sarcasm of the little version of Thea. The adult version of Thea slammed the table beside her hard, as if she was venting all her anger.

She clenched her fists tightly.

"Do you understand... why I started to enter the stigmata room very rarely?"

"Because I don't want to see those eyes again!"

"Their eyes full of worry, and pity, they are all not for me!!"

"It's all just for you! Silly Thea, stubborn Thea, selfish Thea! They only care about you, NOT ME!!!"

Stunned, found her being shouted at suddenly. The small version of Thea raised her eyebrows in confusion, and she saw this adult version of Thea, with watery eyes.

"[Do you know...]"

"[...How painful is it to say all those things to yourself?]"

"[Why did you hurt me...]"

"You're not me..." The adult version of Thea's body trembled silently, as if she was holding back her tears.

"[No, I am you, and always have been.]"

The little version of Thea walked up to the adult version of Thea, and she handed over the Baba Homu doll she always held, to her.

"[The only difference between the two of us may be from our responsibility. I knew what would come in the future, but I ignored it. As for you, you don't.]"

"[I am stupid Thea, and you are smart Thea. You can always be me, but I can't be you. You are better than me.]"

"[So... Don't cry. You make me feel sad too.]" The little version of Thea wiped her teary eyes.

Hear the sound of muffled sobs. The adult version of Thea raised her head, and she immediately saw the little version of Thea who was crying in front of her, with panicking.

"Sorry, please stop crying. I'm really sorry for yelling at you before."

"[It's too late... hiks... I'm already crying... hiks...]"

"Then come here."

Gets down from the chair, and immediately took the little version of Thea into her arms. The adult version of Thea smiled gently.

"Now... I don't hate you anymore. Thank you for hearing all my complaints."

The small version of Thea bit her lower lip tightly: "[No, I refuse your apology. I'm starting to hate you now.]"

"....Then what should I do to earn your apology?"

"[Return Baba Homu.]"

"Here, take it."

"[....I still hate you.]"

"Yes I know."

"[Apologize again.]"

"I refuse."

"[I hate you!!!]"

....

Sit by the window wall, and make the little version of Thea sit on her lap. Even though these were all just hallucinations she was making up, she somehow felt like they all felt very real.

She meets her former self, and has a heart to heart talk with her. Letting go of all the burdens that she had been keeping.

Wine...

Now she understood why everyone loved getting drunk so much.

Thea closed her eyes very comfortably.

"[Bad news for you, salmon. It seems like it's time for me to leave.]"

"Hngg..."

Raised her eyebrows in confusion, and noticed that her head was growing dizzy. Seeing the figure of this small version of her start to fade away, she immediately grabbed the wine bottles scattered beside her in a hurry.

"[Stop, What are you trying to do? You look like a drug addict, please stop that. You look so pathetic.]"

Realizing that the wine bottle in her hand had already been kicked by the small version of Thea far away. The adult version of Thea could only stare at her other self with sad eyes.

"But... If I recover, won't you disappear? I want to talk to you a little longer."

"I don't want to say goodbye yet..."

The little version of Thea couldn't help but sigh: "[You're silly. If you miss me, just drink some wine next time. Now, you can't.]"

".... Why?"

"[...Do you realize how many bottles of wine you've already drunk? This wine rack is almost empty, and you don't notice at all!]"

"Ah, really? I thought I only drank a few bottles..."

"[You are really stupid. Really stupid.]"

The small version of Thea could only shake her head helplessly.

Can feel that this adult version of her still feels very reluctant to part with her. The little version of Thea thought for a moment, and suddenly she had a very genius idea.

"[Hey adult me, want to do something silly?]"

".... Do what?"

The little version of Thea smiled very slyly: "[Doing something that will definitely make people angry.]"

____

In the stigmata room...

Because it was the middle of the night, and everyone must have gone to bed. Even though the stigmata room right now felt very empty, without anyone's presence. Thea snapped her fingers, and a familiar figure, immediately appeared in front of her while still sleeping soundly on her bed.

"Kiana, wake up! Come on, get up quickly!"

"Hmm... What's wrong... is it already morning?"

Feeling her body continue to be shaken very hard. Kiana suddenly felt very annoyed, and she immediately brushed off the hand that was on her shoulder at this time.

"Alright, alright, I'll wake up!! Don't shake me again!"

Sitting on her bed in a daze, half sleepy. Kiana raised her head in confusion, and she could see her sister Thea, smiling broadly at her.

Thea's face was now very red, adding to the charm of her beauty, and the sweet smile on her face managed to make Kiana silent for a few moments.

"Are you awake? Great, I just wanted to tell you to go to sleep soon. It's late at night."

Kiana: "???"

Has a black question mark on her face. Kiana saw Thea running out of her room, with laughing out loud.

Thea: "Muahahahaha...!!!"

Kiana: "...."

Even though she didn't know what exactly was going on, she felt very irritated for some reason.

Damn, waking me up in the middle of the night just to tell me to sleep early!?

I feel so angry!!!


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KayokoDaaa KayokoDaaa

As a reminder, Thea is now officially addicted to alcohol.

╮⁠(⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠)⁠╭ My bad.

Capítulo 110: Chapter 110: "I'm always here, never change"

When the sun rises, and the first light of the sun enters the bedroom window illuminating the entire dark room. The sunlight shone on the bed, and revealed a very empty bed.

Waiting even longer for the sunlight to travel deeper. The sunlight shone on the cold floor, and finally managed to illuminate the target it was looking for.

A beautiful girl who was sleeping on the floor very innocently, her half-purple white hair spread everywhere, and around her, there were also many bottles of wine scattered everywhere.

Falling asleep with a small smile on her face, and holding two sizable bottles of wine in her arms. Thea smiled sweetly, as if she had a very good dream.

"Baba Homu... Thea... Hehehe..."

A very innocent smile, filled with happiness, appeared on her mature face.

Although this was all just an illusion, a dream created by the brain, and not real. However, it never hurts to dream for a while.

Dream...

It was the pure joy of an adult that a child would never understand.

Why reject a very beautiful dream like this when in the real world it is so cruel?

The dream world is more beautiful~

"Thea, are you awake? It's already noon, it's time for lunch."

"Auh...?"

Hearing a knock on the door entered her eardrum. Thea opened her eyes lazily, and the dream balloon that she was enjoying at the moment, suddenly just burst.

"... Where am I?"

Tried to sit up with great difficulty. Thea immediately curled up, holding her head, and she whimpered very pitifully.

"Hngh... My head..."

Thea who was hit by the curse of hangover, held her head at this time with very dizzy, and she also currently felt that her stomach felt very nauseous.

She felt like throwing up.

"Thea, are you okay!?"

Heard a groan full of pain behind the door. Bianka raised her eyebrows, and she immediately became very worried.

"I'm going in!"

"NO, urghhh!!!"

Breaking down the door with all her strength, and immediately entered Thea's room very quickly. The intense smell of wine immediately entered Bianka's nose, and she pinched her nose tightly.

"What's this smell..."

Looked around in confusion. Bianka's gaze immediately focused on Thea who was currently surrounded by a large number of wine bottles.

Looking at this scene in front of her with a very incredulous look. Thea and Bianka's eyes met, and time between them seemed to have stopped.

Bianka: "...."

Thea: "...."

Bianka: "...."

Thea: "...Big sister.. can I explain?"

Bianka: "Say it quickly."

Hearing her big sister voice suddenly turned very cold. Thea held back her nausea, and she started making alibis.

"This was all accidental. Do you believe me?"

Bianka squinted sharply: "Do you believe what you said?"

"Hngh..."

Thea took a few steps back.

Seeing this, Bianka couldn't help but snort very coldly.

Do you think I'm a fool who is easily deceived? Drinking a glass of wine might be an accident. Drinking all the wine in the cabinet, this is purely looking for trouble!

This little sister, Thea, she deliberately drank wine, and was drunk during last night!

"Big sis, please stop! Please think about my future! Don't tell mom!!!"

"As your big sister, this is what I have to do! Let me, and mama get you back on the straight path!!!"

"Big sister Nooo!!!"

....

Rushed to Bianka, and tried to grab the communicator on her wrist. Thea was trying desperately to prevent Bianka from contacting Cecilia, and Bianka was also trying desperately to keep the communicator in her hands from being damaged.

"Thea get out of the way! You stink of wine so much! How many bottles have you drunk!?!"

"I don't drink!"

"You big liar! You've already been caught red-handed, and still want to dodge? Even though I don't know how you suddenly cleaned up all this mess in seconds, you can't fool my eyes! Tell big sister, why are you drinking wine!"

"I told you, I didn't do it on purpose! I was just fad!"

"Tell that to mama!!"

"Aaahhhhh!!!! Give it to me!!!"

Keep dodging Thea's claw attacks, and look at this little sister who looks like she's going to go crazy. Bianka who saw Thea who suddenly managed to grab her communicator somehow, took a deep breath, and she massaged her forehead dizzy.

"Thea, stop."

Hear her big sister firm voice. Thea's body froze, and she immediately stopped moving obediently.

"Go take a shower and wash your body until clean."

"Alright...."

Lowered her head guiltily, and entered the bathroom gloomily. Thea took a bath as clean as possible to get rid of the remnants of the wine smell that still lingered on her body, and she also changed into clean clothes.

Come out of the locker room with a new look. Wearing a short skirt that exposed snow-white legs, and loose comfortable clothes exposed her curves. Even though she currently looked very fresh, the heart within her body was completely dead.

The last time she got a really big rebuke from Cecilia was when she accidentally hit a baseball so hard it broke the windows of their house.

Thea still remembers mama Cecilia angry expression that day.

Maybe after Cecilia found out that she was already drinking wine, Cecilia would go straight to Schicksal's base, and hit her ass until it turned red from being a brat.

Thinking of all these possibilities, Thea's face immediately turned very gloomy.

She felt like dying.

"Gosh... how could all this happen... you are thirteen... do you understand?" Bianka also didn't know what else to do.

Sitting on the couch, and watching her little sister lower her head guiltily. Bianka immediately gave her a piece of advice.

"Thea, I know that you are under a lot of pressure right now. But you shouldn't be like this. Moreover, drinking wine relieves stress. This is not good for your health at all. Never learn this from Siegfried."

"Hm..."

Hear Bianka's gentle lecture, which gave her a few words of motivation, and was full of moral support to get her back on the straight path. Thea just nodded her head, like an obedient child.

"I won't tell mama for now. But, if you are caught drinking wine one more time, then before mama arrives, then I will immediately educate you on the spot for being a naughty child." Bianka clenched her right fist tightly.

Thea nodded her head quickly like a chicken: "Hm! Hm! This little sister of yours understands! Thank you big sis, you are my angel!!!"

Seeing Thea who was rushing towards her, and hugging her thighs tightly. Bianka who saw Thea rubbing her face against her thigh like an obedient kitten, couldn't help but blush a little.

Bianka suddenly coughed loudly to hide her embarrassment.

Her little sister usually suddenly becomes very cute which makes her often caught red-handed.

"Thea, why do I feel like you are a little different today?"

"Different? Like what?"

Looking at Thea's innocent face, and thinking about the answer carefully. Bianka could only smile helplessly.

"How should I put it... You feel more alive? You don't seem to be holding back your emotions anymore. Exactly what happened?"

"Really? Hehehe... Maybe it's all the effects of the wine."

Thea smiled goofily.

The wine makes her drunk, and when she gets drunk, she manages to meet her past self, and is at peace with herself.

Now, she didn't need to deny herself because of the sudden change in her personality.

She grew up, because she herself wanted it.

This, is what I want.

This is me.

And Thea, will still be Thea.

Because the two of them were originally the same person.

She hasn't changed a bit.


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KayokoDaaa KayokoDaaa

Honestly, I've been really lazy for a few days to write. maybe the busyness of the real world has made me a zombie.

When I write a novel, I usually have ten more chapters in my draft. so, when I release ten chapters at once in the future, consider it as my apology.

I'm really very tired.

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