Wednesday
Fate's pov,
It's been 2days since we are here at The Brando hotel and I like this place. Mr Wilson, he's also a nice person he's our guide and the manager of this hotel and one more thing I found is he like gardening not like actually 'Loves '.
Yesterday evening I saw him in the garden area watering the plants as I saw him I greet him "Hello Mr Wilson "
"Oh hey! There Miss Fate "
"They are beautiful," I said looking at the beautiful white flowers I don't know their names but they're really pretty.
"Of course they are "
"What are they called Mr Wilson ?"
" They are 'Hyacinth' "
'Hyacinth'?
( Flashback<"Is there anything Miss Kim likes Mina "?"Her favourite flower is' Haycinth"> )
'oh right, Miss Kim she likes 'Hyacinth'!
**Smile** "They are really beautiful "
**Chukled** " I know "
**Ahmm** " Mr Wilson? Can I request you something ?"
"Of course what is Miss Fate ?"
"C-can you gave me 'Hyacinth' seeds, I want to plant them ?"
"Miss Fate that's a really hard thing you know I can't give you that for free "
"I can pay!"
**Chukled ** "it's fine you don't need to pay me my money "
"Huh' but then how i can pay you ?"
"Hmm... Why don't you cook dinner for me? it's been a while since I've eaten homemade food " he said sadly
**Smile ** "of course "
"Well then I will give them to you when you leave is that okay ?"
"It's great "
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-Present Day-
Me Joey Jerry Amy and of course the Idols are having lunch together and Miss Kim she's right in front of me.
I don't know if I'm imagining this or not but I noticed something Miss Kim she's quiet those days. Hope she's feeling Okay
"Hey everyone !" Jessie said cheerfully waving at us.
"Hey Jessie," we said in unison
"Jessie come eat with us," Carol said.
"S-sure ".
'hmm wired? Did something happen between them ?'
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After finishing our lunch "Guys did you know today Mr Wilson said there's a Historical temple in here where if you pray with the person you love, you will have them as your soulmate in your every afterlife " Jessie said happily looking at Carol.
Everyone looks at her except Miss Kim who's scrolling through her phone.
"Really !?" Carol asked
"Yes, I wanted to see the temple do you guys wanna join ?"
"Can I come? " Joey asked hopefully
Of course, she wants to go she loves to draw historical architecture and a temple will be her best inspiration
"Of course Joey"
" Can I come too?" I said and Miss Kim looks at me irritated
'Gosh! what did I do wrong this time ?'
"Of course so anyone else ?"
"We will come too !" The IDOLs replied except Miss Kim
"Yaah! Jennie your not coming ?" Ruth ask.
She calls Miss Kim by her name
"No"
"Weh ?" Ruth ask again
"Coz I don't want to," she said before leaving us
"Huh' what's wrong with her ?" Amy said confusedly
"Don't know, but what about you guys your coming ?" Mina asked
"Sure !" Jerry said
"Okay then I will tell Mr Wilson to make arrangements for us to go, " Jessie said
"Okay calls us when everything is ready," Amy told Jessie
'This will be Fun '
1 Hour later
"Oh gosh! Remind me again why didn't we take the car ?" Hana ask Amy
We were walking towards the Temple. As Mr Wilson said the road was not in good condition for cars so we have to walk and as everyone wants to explore a new adventure together so why not walk?
"Coz the road was bad and you are a bad driver" Amy replied with sarcasm
**Hahahahah**
"Amy is right last time when we were filming a Music video where Hana was driving the car she Almost killed Us, " Ruth said we all laugh
" Yaahhh! That was just for one time !" She tried to defend herself
"Hey! Not one time you failed your driving license test too" Ruth said again
"Gosh .. Colins you are embarrassing me !" Hana slapped Ruth's arms .they laughed together
They look close together. I don't know if I'm seeing things or not but the way Hana looks at Ruth it's the same way Jessie looks at Carol and Mina looks at Lily is it admiration or ...?
Nevermind...
"Sista can you hold my hands ?"
**Smile** "of course Joey "
Joey doesn't like to walk very much, when I was at child Care I notice one thing The more Joey walked, the harder it was for her to breathe, and that's why I always stayed with her. I never wanted her to have any trouble.
The reason why I always stay beside Joey more than Jerry is cause we are almost the same, our past. But we don't talk about it. Not anymore. ''why talk about the past when the present is beautiful
"Joey are you sure you can walk more? I can give you a piggyback ride if you can't walk okay!"
"I can sista," Joey said with a smile
" Only if you say so"
"I wish anyone can give me a piggyback ride too, Yahhh! Colins Give a piggybag ride too !" Can't pout
"No Hell way I'm giving you anything, if you can't walk don't worry I will just leave you here " 'Ruth can be surely harsh'
"God! I need new friends! " Hana said Dramatically.
"Oh no, you don't come let's go " Ruth holds Hana's hand.' and she can be sweet too'
I wonder what's Miss Kim doing right now .she didn't come with us, was it because I was here? Is she Hate me that much
After walking for 40 minutes We arrived in front of an old temple where monks were worshipping a large statue of Buddha.
On one side of the temple, some monks were worshipping and on the other side, children were playing. We came and stood in front of the temple door.
Entering through the door, we stood in front of the statue, I closed my eyes, gathered my hands, and prayed
' You know everything about me everything that's happening in my life now. There is nothing to hide from you. You only know what happened in my past. I just want to know if I can ever be different from what I was or if I can ever find my Dreamcatcher ?'
**Sigh** ' do you think I should just give up on my new Fellings? please give a sign so I understand if Miss Kim she's- not...she's my Dreamcatcher ?'
While I was closing my eyes, a familiar scent came to my nose. The scent that ways fascinated me. I opened my eyes and met Her Brown eyes "M--Miss Kim?"
Am I dreaming or she's here? I thought she said she don't want to come.
"Yeah! Jennieyaa your here ?" Hana ask
She didn't look at her she was looking at me
**Smirk** "Yes I'm here " she answered still not looking at Hana
"Fate sista come look at this place !" Joey said
"Yes, Joey " I leave towards Joey. I can feel a burning gaze on my back and I know who was it
'the lioness doesn't like when someone takes her prey away'
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After we came to the hotel I go to my room "Fate what did you wish ?" Jerry ask
**Chukled ** "you know right I can't tell you that miss Jerry "
"Oh come on I'm your best friend " Jerry pouted
"J-- **knock knock ** huh' who's knocking now?
"I will get it, " Jerry said
"Hey, guys " Jessie?
"Jessie is there anything we can help with?"
"Oh yes actually not me but us " I look behind and saw the idol, Joey. What's she doing
"Sure come in. What it is ?"
"We were going to the bathhouse so we thought you guys wanna come too "?
No! I look at Jerry terrified.
**Ahmm** "Jessie Fate can't come she needs to help me with something "
"Oh well it's fine next time maybe see you at dinner Fate "
As soon as they leave Jerry turns toward me
"You can go to Bathhouse after they finished "
"Okay" I murmured
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After everyone did. I move forward to the bathhouse. I take my clothes and head towards the warm water, as I close my eyes and let the water drip on my skin relaxing my every tired muscle. With my closed eyes, I could hear the sound of rolling water. The silence around me was comforting, it's been a while since I relax.
I looked at my hand and saw the scratching marks that I give to myself almost fading **sigh** I hope I don't get any nightmares about him again it always makes me hurt myself.
I was in my thoughts when a ' click' sound came around me up. I tried to look around to see if anyone was there but found no one,' huh was someone in here a few moments ago?
I shook my head 'no Fate stop thinking like that just finish your bath and get away from here '
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9:00 Pm,
**Knock knock **
"Come in," an exhausted voice said
"Here's your Dinner Mr Wilson," I said holding the food tray
Mr Wilson lets out a light laugh and adress me to put the tray on the table.
"The food smells nice Miss Fate, what about you? did you eat dinner ?"
" I will Mr Wilson but first you have to eat Dinner "
**Smile** "I will Miss Fate "
"Well then I will take my leave Good night Mr Wilson "
"Good night Miss Fate "
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Laughter filled in the room everyone enjoying their food except one person, Miss Kim after we came back from the temple I'm seeing her now, and now she was not even looking at me.
' gosh! Did I do something wrong? Why is she acting like I do not even exist? Weehh!'
Stop it Fate you behaving like a child!
"You know after that my Dad didn't get me a new pet " Hana finish her story and we laugh
"Well in my story my Mom was the one who warn me not to buy more pets as you all know I have 5 dogs already," Lily said
"You guys close to your parents? " I asked
"Yup! aren't we all Fate, " Mina said
Not really, not everyone can have a happy family life you know
"Yeah your right "
"So what about you, you are close to your mother or your father ?" Lily asked
"I--' i get interrupted by a voice "Yahhh Fate sista come on try it " Joey yells making everyone flinch as she put a spoonful of rice In my mouth. As I swallowed the rice I met Miss Kim's eyes she was watching me intensely making me choke **cough cough**
"Sista slowly here drink water " Joey patted my back lightly.
**Cough ** "I'm good Joey "
"Fate you Okay " Hana ask
"Yes I'm fine," I said looking at the idols
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"Good night Fate see you tomorrow morning," Mina said
**Smile ** " Good night Minari Have a good night with Ms Lily " I tease
Mina blushed " yaah don't say that "!
"Okay Miss Lily's Minari"
I get into my room and turn off the lights **sigh**
'hope no nightmares about him today '
1:00 Am,
"Did you take that Medicine Fate ?" He asked.
I didn't answer looking at my fingers I lay down on the bed. I wanna go back to Miss Lee's house. I know I break my promise but it wasn't my intention. Father he was coming again and i - I just thought if I take that Medicine again he will be gone just like before the medicine worked this time too but I take an overdose like last time.
I the strong scent of the hospital and medicines I don't like it. It always reminds me of my mistake, a mistake that I always made.
"Fate " his voice was gentle but I couldn't find it comforting
"Fate you have to understand your Father won't come back it is just dreaming he is not real " He tried again
"B- but h-he HUrts me Again " I defend
"He didn't it was just your thoughts he couldn't hurt you anymore he's gone Promise me this will be the last time you revere take the medicine, you don't need that tablets or anything "
"B-'
"FATe !" Miss Lee
**Smile "Miss Lee "
She hugs me "your okay now "
"I'm "
"Don't do that again okay please don't take that Medicine again ever?" Miss Lee said pleading for me to answer
"I--' okay I won't "
"You promise ?"
"I gave you my words " I answer
"I trust you Fate." She embraces me
2:00 Am,
I open my eyes. Jerry wasn't in her bed either 'hmm where is she ?'
I get out of bed not for finding Jerry I know she is probably with Amy so. I don't want to disturb them.
Leaving the hotel, I came to the garden. I sat on the wooden bench and looked at the stars in the sky the full moonlight was covering the darkness of the night today The cool breeze blew lightly on my cheeks the wind was blowing slowly and calmly. I can hear the night insects, making everyone know that they are awake too just like me.
In a quiet environment, I can see fireflies strange but Nice a small firefly settled at my fingertips.**smile ** I looked at it carefully try not to scare it away.
When I was a kid mom used to tell me I should always be like a firefly even in the darkest night I can shine just like them. No matter how things get changed I can always shine if I let all the positive things come into my life.
My thoughts get interrupted when I Heard footsteps from behind approaching me. 'Lavendar'
'Ms. Kim ?'
"Fate ?" I look behind and my eyes met her brown ones
"Hello Miss "
"Y--' What are you doing here ?" She stopped herself I think she wanted to ask me something else but stopped.
"Couldn't sleep ." I look at the moon again The firefly who was sitting at my fingertips run away.
She come closer and stood beside me Silence but it is wonderful at this moment
"What are doing here Miss Kim ?" I ask gently knowing she won't bother to answer it
"Can't Sleep " she answered
"Oh" I want to know why but I don't think I have the right to ask her the reason
"You didn't answer Lily's question today ?"
"Q-question ?" I know what she's talking about but I don't wanna answer that hope she will leave this topic
"Yes about being close to you and your parents ?"
**Sigh** I guess I have no choice but "No one "
I can feel her eyes She is looking at me
I pretend to look at the moon and continued " no one knows fireflies glow in the darkness to find their mate and help people to find their soulmates "
I can feel her eyes curiously watching my movements "?" She replies
Glad she leave the parent's topic I met her brown eyes "Yes "
"Do you think I can also find my Soulmate ?"
"Amm Maybe "
**Chukled ** " oh come on Adierson that thing doesn't even exist "
**Smile ** "who knows Miss Kim maybe one day you met your soulmate "
*Smirk* "Oh really and what are we gonna do together watch the full moon together ?"
"Yes maybe who knows "
"And you ?"
"Me ?"
"Yup! Any boyfriend ?"
"No Miss Kim "
"What Really! " Why is she happy?
"Hm' yes we'll but there was a guy who proposed to me "
"Guy huh'?" She asks coldly
"Yes but it was in high school I just told him he will find someone better than me one day " I paused she didn't say anything so I continued" but he said he will wait and I didn't see him after that, he was a good friend of mine I wish we could meet again "
"So .. you like him ?" Miss Kim asked but her tone it was different, I chose to ignore it
"No, not really "
"Well don't like someone you just met"
Huh' what is that supposed to mean? Her brown eyes were darker than usual or I'm just imagining it because it was night. She was looking at me and my heart was just like every time it starts breathing abnormally, As I thought it would last forever a crackling Broke our moment.
**Fireworks **
Huh?
"Mr Wilson was right people celebrate the festival at 3 "
Festival?
"They're beautiful aren't they Fate ?"
I looked at her, her eyes were sparkling with the lights of the fireworks " Really Beautiful " I answer but not representing the fireworks.
**Smile ** "you mean fireworks right"
"Not really " a small smile appeared on her lips
I wonder about what happened at the temple when I was praying about my Dreamcatcher Miss Kim appearing 'Was It a Sign, are you my Dreamcatcher Miss Jennie Hang Kim ?'
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Third-person pov,
Amy hold Jerry's hand as they were watching the fireworks together
"Do you like it ?" Amy asked, she was very happy to be with Jerry.
"Yes but do you know I have seen more beautiful things than that "
"What?" Amy asked confusedly not knowing what her lover meant by that
"Yes and I can hold it every time I want "
"What it is "? Amy ask again
"Do you want to see it?" Jerry tease
"Y--yes"
"Hmm well okay your wish is my command "
Jerry lets go of Amy's hands and put her hands on Amy's waist bringing her closer until Amy's nose touches her forehead, she looks at her eyes lovingly leans forward tiptoes a little, and kisses her.
Amy melt into the kiss their lips dancing in sync together, a grasp left her as she felt Jerry's tongue asking for an entrance that she gladly let, domaining their kiss Jerry tasted every inch of her mouth, Amy let her hands hold Jerry's neck not wanting to stop at any moment, but as their lungs were giving up they break the kiss.
they stare at each other breathing heavily " Youngseo" Amy mumbled not knowing why she said that.
Jerry felt her hurt skip when she heard her name from her soulmate. Jerry gulped and ask "what d-did you call me?"
"C-call y-you W-what?" Amy asks not sure what she said in her dazed state
"N-nothing"
**Ahmm** " so was it your answer?" Amy plead
"Yes you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen and I want to be with you like this forever "
"M-mee to "
"So do you wanna Ma--' i mean do you wanna be my girlfriend ?" Jerry ask nervously
"Yes "
"Yes?"
"Yes!"
Jerry kiss her again it was just a peak but still, Amy felt her legs becoming weak
' One day I will Marry you My Seogkin and You will be MINE forever again '. Jerry thought.