[Warning: dub-con Smut, Assault/Violence]
"You want to kill Alexis?" I growled, dagger to hand instinctively.
My vision was still slightly blurry, and my actions were clumsy. Could I even get far if I decided to attack?
He turned suddenly, making me stumble backward, almost falling off the bed. He gripped my ankle and pulled me towards him, so I lay flat in the center of the bed. Then positioned himself between my legs.
I clenched my thighs together and replaced the dagger in my hand with Ivory.
He gripped the blade, staining its white with his dark, almost black, blood.
"Don't mess with me, little human, my patience is wearing thin."
"System," I whined internally.
"I'm here, I'm here," it soothed. Strength returned in my arm, which pushed the hand away, he widened his eyes slightly, and let go of it.
This a slightly disturbing scene to write and read, I'm sorry, I hated it too. It will have its consequences, don't worry.
For Luna's mentality here, I channeled my own feelings of wanting to be pregnant after experiencing a loss. It's such a hopeless, desperate feeling that really makes you feel like you can lose all sense of morals and integrity just to get what you want. The greed that she could have the same soul, the same child. Only a childless mother could understand so clearly I think...
I know not all mothers are the same, love the same. But my own maternal instincts and love for my three children, even my niece, and nephews, are what channels my writing for Luna's.
Though I dislike Damian, I also have pity for poor mortal Damian. Caught up in what Alexis is planning for him, for Luna...