Capítulo 18: MOM...
I just wanna run away
Find somewhere to feel safe
Somewhere where there are no bad days
Somewhere I get out of this sad phase
Somewhere I can be alone
Where I don't have to run away from my flaws
And I dont have to be afraid of my thoughts
These thoughts have been chasing
It doesn't have an exit
I never learn my lesson
I don't see no end to this
I don't feel the best when I try
It's makes me break down and cry
Holding my head up high
But it's not working
Making you cry makes me feel like a bad person
Like something's gat a hold one me
They don't see the world I see
Heartbeat in my chest feels weak
Lately I don't even sleep
In depression I drown deep
With these scars I keep
Like in quick sand I sink
Like my walls just shrink
Depression always make me think
Am lucky I haven't started to drink
Cause all these bad decisions
They make me lose my visions
I know you expected better
Am sorry am always sick
Sorry I always seem far away
Sorry am not the daughter you once adored
I always like a sad trip
Destroying all my friendship
Too many questions on my mind
I don't have the answers but I try
I try to always fight
I try not to lose sight
Of the brighter light
I try to find the light in the dark
It's hard when pain left a mark
It's messing with my self esteem
My old self I've tried to redeem
But I go back to the old routine
Making you sad makes me feel like a bad person
I said some awful things last week
Told you how I hate to be sick
Told you how I wished to die
Told you how I've been hurting myself
Taking those drugs
Cutting myself with a blade
Now I feel bad
Cause I made you sad
Am sorry
I made you worry
I can't ask you to forgive me
I can't forgive myself
I've made me my priority
pain really starts to weigh on me
And mom...
It's like a thousand boulders
And it's breaking my shoulders
I can't carry it alone
Even though I say am better on my own
It hurts to be lonely
It takes me slowly
Am sorry I failed you
I always make you worry
I can't say this to you in person
Am already crying writing it down
Don't want to see that look on your face
Those sad eyes
Filled with worry
Am sorry I can't help but feel like a burden
I break down all of a sudden
But mom...
The truth is that am broken
And now all my scars are open
I tried to tell you
You thought it was all jokes
But the pain really chokes
And no one understands...
And it hurts Alot!
So dear mom...
Am really not joking
The pain is choking
I was never trying to tease
You might not know this
Well it's cause I've never spoken
The reason I never really open
Cause am far too broken
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