This chapter happened the night after Oliver and Lu Yizhou met Empress Gemma and Emperor Vincent. I need to write this down from LYZ's pov because we saw the intercourse from Oliver's lol. Enjoy the fluff and sweet moments :)
Mild warning: there's descriptions of sexual act but not implicit so I decided not to add it to the title
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Lu Yizhou had never let another person into his life before. He thought he didn't need to. He was perfectly capable of being alone. Life had been harsh to him, but he had gotten used to it. Had tasted bitterness more times than he could count. So much that he had almost forgotten how sweetness felt like. That was, until he was pulled into this simulator. Ren Zexi, Theodore, Oliver… Three of them succeeded in making Lu Yizhou feel something he thought he wasn't capable of. It was soft, gooey and made his whole body warm all over. He didn't even realize how frozen his heart had been until it melted.
LYZ you dense dumbo QAQ you're falling deep, deep, deep...
What is it called? Idk the exact term but it's similar to self-esteem issue? He has difficulty believing that he deserves to be loved QAQ