"What the hell!" I said siting up straight on the bed as anger starting to course through my vein, "you don't believe me? Why would I lie?" I said with a tinge of hurt in my voice, but I don't think he heard it
"Layla, I'm not saying you're lying" he said gently, his voice calm and soothing but it wasn't having an effect on me as I was starting to get blinded by my rage "I'm only saying you need to rest; I think you're under stress that's all, you just witnessed someone die, it's understandable" he said before he stood up and try to tuck me under the blanket but I refused, pushing him off me before he could even touch me
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The reason why I made Layla’s anger the trigger to her power is that fire is dangerous and it needs something as bad as that to help it come out. Honestly, I think I’ve based so many things regarding Layla to be like me, for example, her attitude, it’s just like my own, and now her anger issues, recently I’ve been a walking time bomb, ticking it seconds away until it either laps or it’s reset.
Most of the time my anger gets out of hand and I do something while angry, I always regret it but I have close to no control over it, there was even a time that I got angry at the only friend that I have and now I’m finding it hard to work out friendship again, and that is because of my pride.
There was a time I could control my anger just perfectly, only allow it to the surface when it is necessary but I guess I can’t do that right now and I don’t even know why I’m typing all this for the world to read but I guess I just want to pour out of my mind as my heart is so heavy, too heavy, I’m passing through too much that I don’t know if I can bear it.
I’m sure by the time I sleep and wake up this feeling would have passed and I would go back to the walking time bomb that I am, the prideful human that can’t say sorry sincerely.
I just want this moment to pass away quickly