(YOONGI POV)
I should be in class, but I'm in the bathroom instead because I need to distract myself of all the tests we've to do in a few days.
"Fuck- I- I'm close." I was a moaning mess. Charles increased his speed, abusing my prostate over and over again. My legs were getting weak with each thrust.
"Cum for me, baby boy." I felt his smirk near my ear.
"D-don't call me th- that. Ahhh~" I whined, digging my fingernails on his back. I've to maintain my reputation, after all.
He starts sucking my neck, soon finding my sweet spot. "Mhm~ P- please~"
"What do you want, kitten?"
"T- touch me~ I- I need it. No- ahh~"
"Do you need me so bad, angel?" He whispered in my ear, biting my earlobe. His hot breath sending shivers down my spine.
"I- I- aah~ ne- need y- you t- to touch m-m- ahh~" I cried. I want his touch so bad, but I don't need him- Fuck. He started pumping my erect dick.
"C'mon baby, cum for daddy." He grunted, increasing his thrusts.
"I- I'm cum- min- aah fuck." I moaned, cuming in his hand. A few seconds later I felt his cum deep inside me.
"You're the best, Yoongi." Charles said, after placing a quick kiss on my neck.
(NAMJOON)
I went with the boys to the training area, the grass full of snow. We're practicing our old and new skills. We like training together, but Seokjin, Hoseok and Jungkook are in another area. We'll meet in the cafeteria for dinner.
"Yoongi, you need to concentrate, okay?" He only nodded.
"Come on hyung, you can do it!" I look up at Jimin. He's flapping his wings, smiling. "I believe in you!" He kept cheering Yoongi up.
I flew, but not too high. I want to be near Yoongi. He looked at the snowman, he frowned in concentration. He opens his hands in an open circle shape.
"You're doing great!" Taehyung yelled, next to Jimin.
Yoongi stared at his opponent, a little shining yellow ball increasing every second. "Yoongi, when you feel ready, you know what to do."
Seconds after, he throws the ball, the snowman breaking into thousand pieces.
"Yes! You did it Yoongi!" Jimin cheered, flying down to Yoongi. He hugged him tightly, pulling both of them on the ground.
"Thank you, Jimin-ah." Yoongi said, weakly.
Taehyung got on top of Jimin, laughing. "You should join, hyung."
"You'll hurt him." I said, but Taehyung's puppy eyes touched my heart. I ran into them, jumping on top of the youngest. Our laugh filled up the air.
"Okay, okay, get off of me now." Yoongi complained. "You're suffocating me." We burst out laughing once again, before getting up.
Today's training was great.
(HOSEOK)
I walk through the hallways, my stomach is making noises. "I want to eat now" I whined to myself. Suddenly, the way to the cafeteria feels longer than the other days.
"Jung! Jung Hoseok!" I turned myself at the voice. Now what? I sight as I see the boy approaching me. I don't remember his name, but I saw him before, somewhere.
"Hey, man. How y'doing?" Why he talks as if we were friends since forever?
"Good." I couldn't put a smile on my face.
"Oh, I see." He scratched the back of his neck.
"I'm sorry, I'm just so hungry." This time, I smiled. I don't like being rude to people.
"Oh, I was going there, too. We can go together."
We started walking, when I remembered I didn't know why we were going together. "Excuse me, you need something?"
"Oh, yeah! Can you give this to Yoongi? I heard that you're besties."
"Yeah... kind of." I giggled. "I can, but why don't you give it to him?" I've intrigue to know, but when I grab the papers and I see what it is, I remember why I saw him before. He's one of Yoongi's fuck boys.
"We do each other favours." He said, proudly. I only frowned, I don't understand why this way is easier than just go to class. It makes me sick to be honest.
"I see." I'm glad he didn't see me, because my smile was more of a 'it's disgusting' one. "Well, I'll see you around, I guess."
"Yeah, see you Jung." He said, walking away without waving or something. I kindly dislike him.
I walk towards my friends, I was the last one. I sat between Yoongi and Jimin.
"Did you order for me?" My eyes shining as I see all the delicious food I'll be eating tonight.
"Ye', Jimin di' it." Taehyung said, with his mouth full of food.
"Thank you so much Jiminie." I said, cupping his cheeks. "You're the best."
"I know." Jimin said, proudly. I only laughed.
"What's that?" Yoongi asked, looking at the papers.
"That's for you. One of your fuck buddies gave it to me. I think there are notes of the classes you missed."
"Oh yeah, I'll thank him when I see him." He put the papers in his tights. I glared at him. I don't like his life style.
(YOONGI)
After the dinner, Hosoeok followed me to my room.
"You shouldn't be here, it's late." I walked towards the sofa, where he was already sitting.
"I know, but I just want to talk to you." He said, grabbing the blanket. "Do you want some? We can share." I shook my head.
"Well... what do you want?" I raised my eyebrows.
"What, a friend can't talk with his other friend anymore?" He looked at me with disbelief.
"You seem concerned." I shrugged.
"'Cause I am." He sighed. "Why don't you attend classes? You know it's easier than fucking people for little favours." He rolled his eyes. What is all this about?
"Since when you've a problem with what I do with my life?"
"Since the first day I saw you, don't you remember?" Of course I do, what a question. "You didn't answer my question."
"Ugh Hobi, you know I don't like studying, is better this way." I bit my lower lip, looking at my restless foot.
"Not being good enough scares you?" The sudden question caught my attention. I frowned.
"Uh, what are you saying? You know I'm always good. Once I won a medal." I'm still feeling proud about it.
"I know, but... don't you think it's time to do the things right? Going to class, studying with us at the library, training because you want to, not because Namjoon force you or tell you to."
"But I don't want to, I didn't ask for this life." I shook my head, standing up.
"This life is better than the one you had in the human world, don't you think?" He raised his voice, looking at me in disbelief.
"Both of them suck in their own ways." I growled. He also stands up.
"You know this one is better Yoongi. You can't spend your life fucking people for your own good, it's disgusting."
"Says who?" "You think I'm disgusting?" I closed my fists, I feel my blood boiling increasing each second.
"No, of course not! But everyone thinks what you do is disgusting! You can't live like this!" He yelled.
"I do whatever I want with my life. Do I tell you what to do with your life? Do I judge you?"
He scoffed. "I'm not judging your life style, Yoongi. I'm just trying to help you, I'm worried about you. I'm sure you could be happier if you change some of your things." Things? If you are my best friend why are you saying you don't judge me and then saying I should change? I feel my face getting hot, I can't hold it anymore.
"I should change? Maybe you're the one who should change." I scoffed. "Please, as far as I know you never dated anyone, you never kissed anyone, you never fucked anyone. Why don't you have some fun? Wait, I know it. Because you're boring. Even Taehyung and Jimin know how to have more fun than you do. You always want to be with us, play with us, study with us. Us, us, us. Why don't you go find yourself a boyfriend? Someone who can give you a good fuck huh? Or maybe should I introduce you one of my buddies? I think you need it. Maybe after it you stop being so annoying." My lips were a fine line while I stared at him, angrily. He didn't say anything else, he only looked at me.
My stare got softer when I saw his tearful eyes, the words I said hitting me right in the heart. I never saw this look in anyone else. I never saw anyone as disappointed in me as Hoseok looks right now. I thought he would be the last person to look at me this way. A lot of people thought I was a lost cause, but not Hobi. Not my Hobi.
"Hobi..." I sob. When I started crying? "Hoba..." I tried to grab his hand, but he walked away.
"F- Fu-" He looked at the floor, a tear falling from his eye. He breathed a few times before looking at me. "Fuck you, Min Yoongi." He pushed my shoulders when he walked towards the door, shutting it as he left. I screamed internally as I tried to stop my tears from falling. I grabbed my phone, searching for a familiar contact.
(TAEHYUNG)
I was playing a game on my phone when someone knocks hard on the door. I opened it, a little bit annoyed for the sudden distraction. The feeling went away when I saw Hoseok, a few tears streaming down his face. I blinked a few times, analysing his face. What is going on?
"Hyung... Hyung are you okay? What happened?" He didn't answer. He hugged me, tightly. I can feel his tears in my shoulder. I caress his head, not knowing what to do. "Come inside, we'll be better in the sofa."
After covering Hoseok with a blanket, I went to the little kitchen to make two cups of hot chocolate. Now I'm glad Jimin is my only roommate.
"Here you go." He grabbed the cup with his two hands, still sobbing a little. "Do you want to talk about it? If you don't, it's okay." I gave him a soft smile.
"I fought with Yoongi, that's all." He said, looking at the TV's black screen as if it was the most interesting thing in the world, but the look in his eyes said otherwise. I couldn't help but gasp at what he said, they fought?
"I'm sure is not that bad, you'll be okay in a few days, or even tomorrow." I caressed his back with my hand, he only shook his head.
"Not this time TaeTae, he said horrible things. I'm sure he doesn't know how sensitive I am with those topics, but it hurt me. It still does."
"Why don't you talk to him?" I took a sip.
"I don't want to. Not now or in a near future." I took another sip.
"What he said to make you fee-"
"Do you think I'm annoying?" He said, not emotions in his face. His cheeks were still a shade of pink, his eyes red and puffy.
"What? No, of course not. Wait, Yoongi hyung said you're annoying?"
"It doesn't matter what he said." He took his first sip. "Oh, it's good."
"Yeah, I make the best hot chocolate in the world." I smiled with my famous boxy smile. "Wait, don't change the topic. Why are you asking me if you are annoying?" He sighed.
"Can I stay the night? I know I shouldn't, but... I don't want to be alone. It will make things worse." I couldn't help but feel bad, I oddly saw Hoseok sad. He's always smiling and cheering us up. It's strange when we've to do it for him.
"Yeah, you can hyung. Stay for as long as you need. I'm sure Jimine doesn't mind." I put the cup on the table in front of us, before hugging him.
When we finished our drinks, we put on pyjamas- I have to wear one, I won't sleep naked with a friend, I can't do this to Jiminie- and I gave him one of mine. I cuddled him once we were in the bed, not forgetting to hug him tightly and placing a kiss on his temple before closing my eyes.
"Good night, hyung." You're not alone Hobi, you've me.
"Good night, Taehyungie." He whispered.
(JUNGKOOK)
Jimin put his shoes on. "You'll see how I win next time." Jimin said, standing up.
"Yeah, sure. You know I'm better than you." I smiled. I love playing video games with Jimin.
"No, you aren't." He laughed.
"Hey!" I giggled. "Wait, let me give you your coat." I said, turning myself around.
"No, I can grab it, don't worry." He said. Late.
When I turned myself around I didn't expect Jimin's face to be that near mine. To the sudden closeness I lose my balance, falling to the floor, Jimin on top of me. Before I could realise it, I felt his plump lips on mine. My body turned rigid. I don't know how many seconds have past when Jimin finally pulls away. We look each other in the eyes, I can feel my cheeks getting hot.
"Uhm..." I said, because Jimin wasn't moving at all.
"Oh- Uhm- Yeah, sorry." He said, getting off of me.
"No, it's okay." He looked at me, with a frown. "Oh, no, not the kiss- I mean- The kiss is not okay, what it's okay is that you weren't moving- No, wait, that doesn't make sense neith-" I can't formulate a single sentence, my heart is beating fast. Too fast.
"Don't worry, I understand. Well... I should get going now. Good night, Jungkook." He said, quickly.
"Good ni-" He already left. I look at the floor, where his brown coat was lying.
Wait, Jimin is really my first kiss?
(JIMIN)
Oh god. Oh god. Oh god. What did I do? I kissed Jungkook? But it wasn't intentionally. People consider that cheating? I cheated on Taehyung? Oh god. Oh god. Oh god.
I opened the door, the lights were off. I walked to to our beds. Wait, that's Hoseok? They were sleeping, Taehyung hugging him as the sweet bear he is. I walked towards the bathroom, thousand of question in my head. I should tell Taehyung what happened? Would he get mad? Would he leave me? Oh, please, no, no no. What happens if I don't tell him? I would be lying to him if I don't tell him? What if he gets mad? But couples tell each other everything, Taehyung and I do. What if Jungkook tell him before me? No, this can't happen. Why is Hoseok here? Something happened? Yeah, I'm sure something happened. Was he crying? Why Taehyung didn't tell me he was here, I want to help too. Oh, wait, I was playing games with Jungkook. Then I fell on top of him. Then I kissed him because of that. Oh god, oh god, oh god. I've a boyfriend who's sleeping while hugging one of my best friends on the other side of the room, totally unconscious of what happened a few minutes ago.
What should I do?
What should I do?
What should I do?
I know I won't sleep tonight, maybe I see everything in another light tomorrow. I hope so. Please Taehyung, don't leave me.