He had loved him. Philip had loved him so much from the very first moment. Bond or not, reason or not Kai was the only one. He existed in some way just to be by his side. That was how he felt sometimes. Standing next to him, hearing his words, listening to his laughter and seeing his eyes lit up, every single one of those little moments, every single one of those little joys made his heart flutter, try to jump out of his chest and meet with Kai's heart, become one with the undeniably beautiful prince.