I have never thought of myself being in jail. I knew the path I was on could land me in trouble, I expected a worse fate for myself. The prison comparatively was a smaller punishment. The biggest trouble when you are in one was boredom, it doesn't kill you but it was worse. It makes you think about your stupid life choices from falling in love to ruining the perfect moment to fulfil the promise I made on my mother's grave. However, I wanted to redeem myself if given one more chance I would have finished him off without involving anyone as I should have.