'I do not know how people usually start diary entries. However, if I am to write a few words, perhaps I shall start with greetings.
But greetings are said to get attention… And diaries are supposed to be personal. So, I am uncertain if I should skip the greetings or not. What would Private Joshua have done in such a situation?
He must have written an entire booklet of greetings expressing his existence with words. He was good with words anyway. He comforted me.
I hope I do not forget him and his kindness.
I feel terrible. The blood on my hands is not coming off no matter what I do. I had been scrubbing all over it since this morning. However, the stains seem to remain no matter what I do. The color is dark, and it has dried on my hands.
No wonder why it would not come off.
Remember that Samuel's memories are very twisted right now because of the white torture. He stayed alone for 3 weeks so yeah, memory no good.
Special thanks to my friends for alwas motivating me to write, eat, and stay jappe.
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