Capítulo 21: Chapter 20: "What" II: Electric Bugaloo
Náttúrumaður's thoughts were going overdrive- He had run away from a problem, which wasn't a reaction he always had, but this time it was the only reaction he could think of, okay!? "Fuck." Cursing, he turned and almost tripped on a root from a large tree- HIs mind was going overdrive, trying to not to think of what just happened, but always going back to that moment. The hot lips and tongue on his lips, the playful twitch the tongue did when he gasped, the way he was completely dominated on that moment and he loved it- The way Mokzaxirrathan pushed him away, as if disgusted by his touch, it was only a kiss, why is he feeling hurt all of a sudden!?
They've known each other for no more than 3 days, and yet, here he is acting like a bitch iin heat with him, and then after he gets rejected he acts like a heartbroekn teenager who can't take no as an answer- No wonder he was alone all of his past life, no wonder him killed himself back then, no wonder he was blamed- No wonder he felt guilty!
Because he was clingy, and jumped into conclusions on a matter of seconds- Mokzaxirrathan and the dragon inside his soul are two different entities, so even though the dragon within his soul may think he's cute and he is totally mate material, Mokzaxirrathan himself may think he is disgusting and something to set on fire- Which he wouldn't deny, like, he knows very well he is a bunch of issues in a trench coat, so no wonder Mokzaxirrathan thinks he's disgusting. "Fuck..." He cursed again, he was naked, so he was cold- Well, he never wore much, but that was because he could keep his body warm by magic, but now he can't think straight (Heh) while thining of that kiss.
It might've meant something to the dragon, but did it mean something to him? Did it meant something more than something disgusting to Mokzaxirrathan?
his back touched the mossy bark of the tree he was leaning against, the tears of his face fell to the ground, making flowers bloom and blossom, alongside other plants, he didn't know why but this always happened whenever he cried, but only after his dad died. Maybe it's because he became the Lord of this forest? Maybe. "Shit, i fucked up again." He knew he did, issues don't go away after you die, sadly they follow you even after you go to another world, so of course he could not forget how his friend killed himself after his daughter died (Prologue), he couldn't help but feel like Mokzaxirrathan would hate him now.
He should go somewhere- He should do something to apologize, right? It was his fault, or maybe it was, he should've used magic to push the dragon back when he started kissing him but he didn't- Because he wanted it to happen, he had the dragon's consent, but not Mokzaxirrathan's consent, so he raped him.
And now he's a rapist!
Great... "Oh dad, how i wished you were still here and could help me." Náttúrumaður sighed as he looked at the sea of green above his head, the endles leaves that blocked the sun, making it dark down the ground, where many mushrooms grew near the trunks of the trees and on dead trunks of trees as well- Nature was so strong here, and the birds sang, the animals danced, and the wind blew, they were trying to comfort him but he knew he was wrong- He should go apologize and promise never to touch him again, or never let the dragon touch him again.
He can do this...
-Scene Cut-
He can't do this.
No.
Never!
"I-i... ergh, i want to apologize...?" Nátt stared at the giant man before him- He was wearing the only thing he had been given by Nátt, wolf pelt underwear, kept him comfortable and warm in this forest, while Nátt himself could only do the most logical thing and transformed his lower half with his [Shapeshifting] ability into roots, since he could transform his body into plants! Not only plants, but also animals, and other people he had seen before or can imagine their facial features.
Before you ask, no, he doesn't change into other people because he feels uncomfortable in anyone else's skin other than his own, so animals and plants are his go to.
"And why are you apologizing?" Mokzaxirrathan's confusion was clear on his voice, which made Nátt a little worried. "For raping you?"
"What?" Mokzaxirrathan was taken aback by such bold and nonsensical declaration. "If anything, i raped you, not the other way around."
"No!" Náttúrumaður quickly negated his statement, blushing right after at his rather loud and clear declaration that he was consenting to what happened. "Y-you didn't do anything i didn't want you to do- but i let the dragon's advance let go to my head and i took advantage of you, i think i should aplogize, it's okay if you find it disgusting and want me to keep my distance from you from now on-"
"Oh, i see now." Mokzaxirrathan smirk stopped him from speaking as his fingers held his chin, making him look up at the two feet taller man, who just grinned, exposing his sharp canine teeth at him and saying in a seductive tone: "You're a virgin!"
Náttúrumaður.exe stopped working.
"Now i see it, you're jsut too shy- Don't worry, i can be gentle with you if you want me to be. I may be a beast, but i know how to be gentle with someone- I might've broken that girl's bones middle fuck, but it was the dragon's fault so you can rest assured i won't break you- Unless you want me to." Mokzaxirrathan was chuckling as his fingers, big, meaty fingers brushed against the red lips of the smaller, stunned male, who just had one thing to say:
"... what."
-Author Note-
See right there? The character who has anxiety? that's just a mirror of my soul! "Write what you know" they say, and i know only anxiety and gay.
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