Capítulo 65: Lots Of Things To Descuss..
" What..." mom said looking at me to sad eyes.. I know she know that what I am going to say next..
" What you decide.." David come forward me and look at me that he know that that is best decision in my life which I Going to decide.. which is in his favor.. he own this game or something..
" I decided that.. enough is enough.. you guys did lots of think.. and we did heard lots of from you.. now I feel like I don't want this anymore.. I know I do living my life happily but I do feel same that I am in danger.. if I do stay here I still have to face all those things which I am gointo face after I will telling that what I am Going to do further.." I tell them..
" Don't.. don't tell me that.." Before Nick cut me off.. I shush him..
" Yes.. I am ready.. whatever David want from me.. that I am agree for do that.. I am ready to go with him.. if for this selena live her life peacefully than I am ready move with him." I tell them..
" no you are not Going anywhere.. what about us.. " Nick ask me angrily..
" but I do have condition that you have to accept it first before I come with you.." I said David ignoring Nick like his not even her..
" lena.. you don't have to do this.." Michelle said.. but I don't care anymore..
" ohh really.. it's because of you guys.. your past mistakes a d foolish promises we have to make this kind of decisions. we can't even live our life happily.. and now you guys telling me I don't have to do this.. really Michelle do you have better idea than tell me.. I am willing to do that.." I said to him sarcastically..
" you have any idea what you are doing.. I never said that get pity on me.. I dont need your help for this.." selena said to me arrogantly..
" i know why I am doing this.." I said to her ignoringher arrogant attitude..
" you this it's easy to just do it.. than let me tell you.. I give my whole life to this.. I know how it' is and I know you will regret it in future.. when your life take full of you turn.." she said..
" you don't want to think about it what will happen in future with me. I know what I am doing.." I tell her.. and look at David who is happy hearing that he know that I know how to define myself..
" so that it's clear.." Andrew who said after all this drama.. and finally we are get somewhere at the end..
" you want us to leave right now.. or we are invited for dinner.." he said to my dad.. who's look at him angrily and than sight..
" Yes are invited.. I do want to spend time with lena.. and some talk something her.." he said avoiding everything..
" I think it's dinner time than.." mom said sarcastically.. and I rolled eyes..
" let's get this over it as fast as we can do.." Lucy said.. we all walk to the dinner table agreeingwith Lucy...
Before I walk one step more.. Nick did grab my waist and stop.. and I for one moment thought that it's David. I do ready for kill him for this but than I see that it's not him.. I did give Nick question look.. he didn't even think what will everyone ask that where we he pull me to him and we both walk to our secret passage.. than only me and guys know.. I dont know how Nick know but it's not that it's that even important to talk about it..
" Hazal.." he said and we both are standing front of each other.. I on other hand try to avoid his grase.. I know why we are here.. but there is nothing to say..
" is that what you want.." he ask me in sad tone.. I know he is hurt hearing this.. but I also know why I am agree for it..
" you think that there is no other way.. when you know that what is already going on in my life.. you know Nick I am seriously feed of this.. we both know that one day something bad happened and that something is happening now. and I am acceptingthis so you also have to acceptthis same.. that will not Going to hurt more." I said to him..
" its not that we don't have choice.. we do have choice.. don't you think so.. why you are doing it.. no one forcing you to do that.." he said me..
" no-one is forcing me.. than tell me why he came.. if it's not that important that why he came with Andrew.. if he want that he do carry on whatever with my sister and him going on but not it's not.. other hand my sister I can see her she don't even care.. she also maybe feed up to all of this.. the way I am done with it.. I did try.. I did try to make everything is simple to everyone.. but whenever I feel like that this is it now I will be fine. no more problems. that exact same time someone did come and give me new problems.. and for this I did learn one think that there is no end like movie the life is go on with new beginning.. " I tell him..
" but still why you..." he ask me..
" you tell me.. when things happnds we do have choice we do have control in things.. but now.. we don't have.. now it's time to make decisions.. and that what I am doing it.. " I tell him..
" you want to say that just because I hide that thing from you.. and not him so now you don't have trust on me and you trust him. for this all this Going on for that thing which I hide from you which he don't.. that you think that don't you.." he ask me sarcastically..
" if your sayingthat or you are thinking that way.." I tell him..
" if that is than let me tell you that time I did what is right.. what make you safe.. and for that I have to hide things for saving your life than I will everytime ready to do that.. " he trying to said but I cut him off..
" yeahh I see now how much I am safe now.. we both are seeing this right thing which you done it to save my life." I said sarcastically.. and laugh.. that what I can do now.. laugh at myself in my situation and my problems..
" you think it's my fault.." he said to me again..
" Stop it Nick.. I am not blaming to anyone.. if I do have choice maybe I also do same thing for you.. please stop blaming yourself am done with this.." I tell him..
" you already did hiding all this thing.." he snap at me..
"Seriously what will you do.. if I did tell you the truth.. what will you do.. now you do know all this.. what you did. do you have plan.. or anything." I ask him angrily..
" because of you I am stopping myself.." he said.. wow.. what can I say about it..
" its done Nick.. there is nothing to talk more am done here.. I think we should go.. everyone maybe looking for us.. " I tell him and started to walk away from him.. but he did stop me.. and I did see that his hand is shaking.. I know what the feeling is this.. but someone do have to control it.. someone do have to stay strong for it..
" please hazal.. don't do it.. don't do that to us.. we just started.. " he trying to said and I again shut his mouth..
" this we are never Going to happen.." I tell him.. and pull myself away to him walking away from him leaving him behind..
I join everyone.. they did ask me where was I.. I told them that I gone for use rest room.. after few seconds Nick also join us.. he did seat front of me.. I know his eyes on me but I try my best to not look at him.. I do feel like cry.. but I don't want to show him.. let him accept it.. let us move on with it.. and that's the best at least I can do..
" so let me give you my proper introduction.." Andrew said to me.. avoiding everyone..
" I am Andrew your dad's big brother and your uncle.." he said.. thank God he didn't said his gag shit.. because trust me I don't want to listen this.. not right now I guess..
I look at him and give him plain smile..
" so where you guys live.." ariana ask him..
" far away from you guys.." he said without hesitation..
" is that mean that I will never see lena ever.." she ask him..
" Yes I guess.. and that's what you want right.." he said to her..
" no that's not what I want.." she said..
" its just I know we are not in talking terms but still she is my little bbe.. " she said.. in all of this everyone is just eating there food.. no one want to talk.. I feel sad and crying that she did think that I m her sister.. she did loves me.. tears coming down to my eyes..
" I can't wait to take you with me.. after this you are Goin to pack whole your things.. and if you mind if I join for this.." David said.. and I look at him.. after that I do look at everyone that everyone's eyes already on me..
" no I will help her.." Noah said. I turn and look at him who's seating beside me.. I do want to hug him and tell him to thanks for this.. but I know that after this I do have to spend my whole life with him so there is no in hell that I have to avoid him..
" I do want to spend some time with her.. talk to her.. I dont know about others but there is lots of things that she did hide with me.. and I am so so angry with her about it.." he said to me. And I know he do angry with me.. there is things that I did hide.. and I know he do want some answers for that..
I don't know what will happen but I know the end is not Goin to well..
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