Capítulo 23: NEVER LET HER GO

Luther's Point of View

When I saw her walking on the road and crying again, I felt an instant pain in my heart,

"Alesso, please drop her home, just look at her condition, she is looking like a complete mess", I said to him,

"But where you will go, I have to drop you to", he said, and I was literally not in the condition to go home by walking at this time, my head was already spinning,

"Just do one thing, do not tell her that I am in the car, just keep the backlight off", I said to him, and he stares at me,

"What", I asked again,

"What if she gets to know that you are here", he asked me,

"I don't think so, she would not be able to know, just look at her condition", I said and finally he agreed,

"Okay, you go backside and I am going to get her", he said and I nodded,

I saw he was going to approach her, I could not resist myself to see her, and from the window mirror, I was able to see her,

Alesso put his hand on her shoulder and she stopped walking, she wiped her face and turned her head, and as she saw Alesso,

Giving me a little shock, she hugged him,

"What the fuck" came out of my mouth,

And then she started crying again, I fucking felt so jealous, well this is not the first time when she hugged Alesso, but I just do not know, what happened to me, I did not like it, she was crying like crazy on his shoulder, and he let her,

And then he pulled her out and wiped her tears, I badly want to listen to what she is saying to him, so I slowly opened the door and hide behind a pole near them, although it was all so stupid, still, I was doing this,

"You already know Alesso, what happened today, can you please tell me why all these happening with me, this life really sucks me Alesso", she said to him, and Alesso caressed her hair and cupped her face,

"Shh, relax okay, everything will be alright", he said to her, and she cried louder,

"No Alesso, nothing is gonna alright, have you seen him today, he was drinking like an alcoholic, he was not even able to handle himself, and I know somehow I am the reason for his condition, but what is my mistake Alesso, do you also think the same the way he thinks", she asked Alesso and he instantly shook his head,

"No Jackcy, I always trusted you, and I always will, as I know you, you can never do something like that, and If Luther found out anything, I know there will be something so big and hide, which he does not know, but I will not force you to tell me anything", he said, still cupping her face,

"You know Alesso, I tried a lot to prove him my innocence, but he is not ready to believe what I say, he fucking believes what he saw that day, and the day was the worst day of my life, the fucking nightmare", she said and started crying,

I do no know what happened to me all of sudden, but jealously started making me insane, and I wanted to punch Alesso, right on his nose, but what he has done wrong, nothing, I guess,

"I will always trust you, no matter what, Jackcy, I am just one call away from you, okay, and you know right, you can call me anytime, without any hesitation", he said to her,

"Then kill me Alesso, I am really done with this fucking life", she said, leaving me in a complete shock,

She wants to end her life when she is going to become a mother, how could she think like that,

"Have you lost your fucking mind Jackcy, do not you dare to think like that again please, and you swear on Luke if you ever tried something this stupid, promise me Jackcy, you will never do anything like this", said Alesso and the tears were continuously rolling down to her cheeks, which were making a straight pain into my heart, and a sarcastic laugh escaped from Jackcy's mouth,

"You know Alesso, I can never leave Luke in the miserable condition as my parents left me, so do not worry, I still have to see worst, so I will not die this easily", she said and wiped her face and then forced a smile to him,

"That is like my girl", said Alesso and she smiled,

"Come, let me drop you home", he finally said to her,

"No, it is okay Alesso, I can go by myself", as I know she will refuse,

"hey, Jackcy, come on, at least let me drop you home", he said and she nodded,

"Okay fine, but where is he", she asked again and Alesso scratched his head,

"He went home with Kriss", Alesso lied and she nodded,

Before they can come, I quickly went back to the car and very slowly and quietly lie down on the back seat,

Alesso opened the door for her, and she sat inside, and wore her seatbelt,

She stayed still for some good seconds as she was feeling or observing something, but in the next two minutes she made comfortable herself,

My heart was beating so fast, she was sitting this close to me, but I can not touch her or meet her, and it was so sad,

"Jackcy, why you are doing this job, you know this job really does not suit you", said Alesso, and I remember how many times I told her to drop this job,

"Look Alesso, I know you really care about me, but still let me do what I am doing, you know I could not complete my college degree, and without that, I can not do apply to any other company, and Alesso, no work is small, it is our thinking which is small", she said and Alesso nodded,

"Jackcy, if you want, I can talk to my dad and you can work in his company, and then you will not need to apply anywhere else nor you will need any college degree", he said and she put her hand on Alesso's hand,

"Thank you so much Alesso, this is means a lot for me, but I really do not want it nor I can accept it and I know you do not like it as I am working here, but do not worry, soon I will find another job, then I will leave this one but until then I have to continue this", she said and Alesso was nodding his head as he was understanding each and everything which she was saying,

I do not know why I am being angrier, Alesso is fucking talking to her as a typical boyfriend,

I am hating him for this, the way she is replying to him, that is making me hell upset, I badly want to lock her in my bedroom and never let her go,