"I have a reason that is holding me back from being with him. What do I do, Shishi? What to do? I can't...I just can't tell him that. I haven't even told Chao ge about and I expect you to not tell anyone that I..."
And he broke into tears holding her waist when she came near him. He cried till he could pour out every last bit of moisture in him and he fell into a siesta. Even after then, all she felt was his sobs in that unconsciousness.
"Has he slept?" Meng Chao asked her when he entered the office. Looking at the hugging and sleeping boy into his fiancee's embrace, still sobbing in his sleep, something dropped in his chest. His chest felt hollow like his heart was taken away from him.
"Yes, but he is not okay, ChaoChao. He increased his doses of suppressants. You need to talk to him before it's late." She stopped for a second and asked him again.
"Has Yanli spoken with you?"