Capítulo 39: FALLEN !

I always wanted and welcomed his clinginess, his possessive behaviour towards me because I liked it so much. I was so happy that he was only possessive for me.

I liked it when he kept me all for himself. I was happy because there was only me who he wanted to keep only for himself.

I liked it when he talked only with me. I was happy that he only talked with me.

I liked it whenever he told me everything about him. I was happy that he shares everything only with me.

I liked it when he cried on my shoulders for things which he didn't like. I was happy that only I was the only one who could make him do what he doesn't like.

I liked it when he always looked at me as his only solace. I was happy being his solace.

It was me who always liked him since the start but never accepted the fact till that day. When he cried in front of me because of my scolding. I was a bad boy, a bad big brother, bad friend, bad influencer. I was the one who was a bad man in our relationship.

I took him in my embrace and cried my heart out in front of him...Though my tears were silent they managed to tell him that his Xian ge was sorry for hurting him badly.

The grip on his back tightened, even more, when I heard him say.

"Xian ge, I am sorry I made you cry again. I am sorry I will never ask again what you don't want to do. I am sorry."

"No Judi your Xian ge is sorry for scolding you for the wrong reason...I am sorry... I..."

The words stopped coming out of my mouth when he held me tightly in his bear hug. I didn't need to say sorry...nor he.

We slept in each other's embrace that night but someone who was poking inside the tent for me saw and heard everything that happened in the night.

I woke up with the jerk in the morning when Judi was almost on top of me. His cute sleeping face was on poking my face from the side.

After admiring his beautiful face my gaze stopped at his beautiful lips. His plum lips were inviting me to taste them just lightly and without even realising it my lips touched his. They got the taste of sin on them. They got tainted because of me.

He didn't even realise it in his sleep but for me, it was the same effect that happened and I moved back hitting my head on bed.

I moved away slowly from him. Without disturbing his sleep like always I managed to run away from him. I was cursing myself for doing that to my Judi.

I hated myself for losing control over my feelings. I thought it was the worst thing that happened in the world but it was not. That girl an took the photo of me kissing Judi. She was the one who saw everything that happened at night while she was peeping in my tent because she wanted to have me in her bed. When she saw what happened in the night She was ready with her camera for me to make mistake in the morning. She was the worse person I ever saw in my life. She changed everything in Judi and my life. Because of her, we separated for long ten years.

The longing of ten years which continued even after meeting and accepting each other. The longing which took Judi to the extent of killing himself. The longing which made everything froze on Earth and Moon's life.

{After finishing the camping. The incidence is happening in the school's storeroom. }

"Ah lam please don't say that again and again. Stop making me feel guilty. Stop it. Please give me back our photo."

"Xian I am ready to give you back the all the photos and roll of your pictures. Just make me happy...I always liked you, Xian, since last one year."

"Every year you like some or other person in school Ah lam. Please stop playing games with me and give me the photos and negatives.

Please I request you don't do this with us. You know what will happen if those photos will get circulate in school.

Our life will get destroy an. Judi is innocent, his life will get ruined an. He is just 10 years. Please at least think about him."

"It's not my duty to think about him, Xian. It was you who did wrong with him and it is you who will pay for your sins.

If you want those photos and negatives then do as I told you. Every Saturday you will make me happy and it will start now."

She took my face in her both hands and kissed me harshly on my lips. I was trying to push her away but her heavy body was making me unable to do anything. I wanted to push her hard but still, I stopped me doing it.

And then I heard him from a distance.

"How dare you do that with my Xian ge??"

He roared like a maniac who was madly possessive about his things. As she turned to look at him, He took his halted steps near us and looked at me.

He looked at me and I realised that I was crying and my lips were stinging with pain. The way he was looking at me, I knew they were swelled and his scrutinising gaze on them was telling me how miserable my state was at that time.

His sympathetic gaze suddenly turned into raging one and froze me on the spot. I tried to move my gaze away from him but he didn't leave me till he didn't absorb what happened with me. Then his gaze suddenly turned to her.

"You should not have done that with him. You should not have done that to him. Look how miserable he must be feeling. They must be hurting. Can't you just get it he is in pain? He is in pain. Don't you dare to look at him again because he is mine...Do you get me...HE IS MINE..."

His voice echoed in the silent room though the last sentence was only a whisper which could be heard only by him still I heard it maybe because I wanted them to come out of his mouth. Looking at his raging eyes Ah lam took two steps back which lead her to hide me behind her. I was disappeared behind her heavy body, which leads him to get angry more.

"How can you touch something so beautiful and pure. How dare you did it?? How you got that black heart to hurt and taint him like that?"

He pulled her by her right arm and shoved her to the nearest wall, who was almost 1 foot higher than him. He hit her head on the wall and then she fell on the floor crying in pain but he was not bothered. The only worry I had seen in his eyes was for me. He moved closer to me and looked at my lips which were bleeding because of violent kiss by her. His hand reached near my face but didn't touch my lips, maybe he thought it will hurt me more.

The rivers with the disgust for that girl flowed through my eyes. I slowly turned my gaze towards him. I never felt so helpless in front of him which flared up rage inside his heart.

No, I can't see him like that. It broke something inside me. I felt like crying and moisture filled my eyes which blur his face. No, I can't cry. At least not in front of him to make him feel more pain. I held his hand in my hand and made him look in my eyes.

"Just, listen to me just go from here first. I will tell you everything when I will come back home. Go."

But he interjected me again.

"Xian ge, did she kissed you??"

I was blank for a few moments and when I opened my mouth to speak his eyes turned to my left cheek.

"Xian ge, she slapped you...??"

And before I could make him understand anything he went to her anger and holding her hairs he hit her head on the wall.

Her screeching scream twisted everything inside me. Then her bleeding head showed me the meaning of fear for loved ones. I experienced my death in front of my eyes. My Judi hit her again on the wall. Everything happened in front of my eyes in a few seconds but before I could realise what is happening my body worked on behalf of my brain. I pushed Judi out of the room.

"If you are going to tell anyone what happened in here your Xian ge is not going to speak with you. This is my last warning to you. Stay away from my matters."

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

Dear readers, life can get really tricky sometimes. Your one very small mistake can make your life to get ruined. It is not always your own mistakes. Stop blaming yourself for everything. It makes your life worse.

As a teenager, you have to be very careful while doing things, understanding parents concern, believing in elders. Life is very beautiful but if you get stuck at a point because of some mistake of yours or someone else try to get help from elders who are understanding.

Some situations are worse to handle but when elders come to help, doesn't matter things sort out or not. You have them behind you.

Dear readers, Things are getting twisted more and more now. They are going to get darker and sometimes lighter but this rollercoaster ride will be continued till the end.

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