But he took that right from me forever. He made me like him, a completely heartless person in the world.
It was then I started thinking about my gravest past ever but stopped abruptly when I heard a light knock on the door and turned my face to see the Earth standing in front of me!
"Judi...."
He whispered my name so gently that it sang in my mind the way I always imagined in my thoughts candied, alluring just like him! His steps proceed like a heartbeat, not too slow not so fast just enough to keep it going!
His honeyed orbs caught me in them and started to ask what heart was telling,
"You made me wait so long, Judi?"
"Yes. I know I gave my Xian ge pain for my whole life!
What must have you felt?
Am I the bad guy??"
"Don't say that Judi. You are not bad! You gave me a reason to continue fighting."
"But I never called you, replied to you. Not even spoke a single word to you in the last ten years."
"But before going you gave me that promise that you will come back for me. You bound my soul with your soul that day!"
"But I don't remember saying or promising anything like that, Xian ge."
"Yes, you will not remember it because you didn't say that. You did that..."
And the heartbeat steps halted exactly in front of me and he took my face in his small hands and then showed me how I have bounded his soul with me.
{Author's point of view}
Tang Xian's thin red lips touched pink luscious and plum lips to the fullest. The thirst was too much to fill in just with one kiss. The yearning was of more than ten years...How it can be filled in just one kiss?
Tang Xian held Song Jun tightly by placing his hand on the back of Song Jun's head and started nibbling on his lips like his life was dependent on it! He could not let Jun go back again leaving him alone behind.
Tang Xian also needed his Judi to be bound by him just like Song Jun bounded him in past by kissing him while they were parting ten years back.
Tang Xian took the charge of Song Jun totally and pushed him back to lie down on the bed. He hovered on top of Song Jun and again started to kiss him coarsely. Song Jun who was taken away by a sudden attack left much behind from his gege.
Yes, Jun's gege was a really good kisser. Soon his warm muscle found its way to Jun's cavern to explore it fully!
Song Jun felt helpless under the body of his gege and promptly sensed their little brothers awakened reaching and poking each other! An erotic groan left from the lips of Song Jun made Tang Xian more wild!
When Song Jun became breathless with the kiss, he broke that kiss just for seconds and sat upright on Song Jun's stomach. The tight and hard member of Song Jun touched his back entrance to give him a sensation down there.
"Aahh...Judi, it is paining so much! I want you inside me. I want to feel you. My body is ready to get exploring as soon as possible. I want you Judi...inside me!"
And then he moved a little in front to rub his hard member on Song Jun's hard member. He moved front and back a little bit, but before he could say anything more to Song Jun, he found himself under Song Jun with full power.
"Xian ge, what are you doing right now is putting you in a dangerous situation. If you don't want to go home without any problem in your body right now then just go away because the way I want you right now, I am pretty sure I am going to turn into a wild beast if you keep touching me like that and I don't want to hurt you in any way.
I want our first to be the best. Believe me, gege. I want to take you right here right now but I won't be able to be gentle with you then..."
"You have hurt me enough Judi. My mind is already immune to your torture and I know my body can also take your outrage to the fullest Judi or truth to be told your torture will only make me feel alive!
Do whatever you want to do with me hurt me, torture me, toy me, make me cry every day every minute but just don't go away from me now. Don't leave me alone again! I won't be able to live anymore then."
And Moon's heart and mind fragmented into bits all over again!
"Xian ge, do you blame me for torturing you for ten years?
Xian ge, Do you think that I was the one who took your whole happiness away from you!
Xian ge do you blame me for not coming back to you earlier than this?"
He was trying to ask his gege all the stupid questions whose answers he already knew but still, his heart was aching to know all the answers from his gege. His Xian ge had forgiven him way early.
He was happy, so happy but shortly those eyes faded their colour...and the intensity of zeal remained in Jun's heart to be untouched. His body jerked up at the voices which were running around him. Song Jun's eyes opened to see the reality but still, the fog of the beautiful dream was there.
The reality was still appearing in front of his eyes in bits and fragments!
It was a dream! Like many other dreams he saw about his gege, it was also a dream!
His whole world broke down with the dream he just saw about his gege! What a beautiful dream it was where his gege was so much in love with his didi that he was even ready to accept his torture!
All his gege wanted him to stay with him forever. His gege's eyes were constantly pleading him to take him forever with him and Jun who only wanted to bound with his gege started to fall away from his gege's misery!
"Xian ge...Xian ge...Xian ge..."
Jun was whispering his name in little consciousness and unconsciousness and then heard someone calling his gege's name.
"Xian Xian, see your Song Jun is getting up! Wasn't your wish to meet him first and now when he is getting conscious, you went somewhere else. Come and meet him first, we are outside."
Tang Xian's mother said to her son who was still standing in a door holding tightly on the doorframe to not to fall while looking at his Song Jun!
She got near her son and hugged him tightly to give him much needed support and courage to go on and meet his Jun! She left promptly leaving behind the two broken souls in each other's company to mend their hearts!
Song Jun opened his eyes to see from where he heard the sound which was marked on his mind long ago. The name of his gege was knocking on the door of Jun's heart and then he saw his Xian ge standing on the door looking at him like his Xian ge finally found his solace for life.
Their eyes were doing all efforts to stop the salty water from collecting inside them. They somehow made the bridge in them but still, the warning was clearing making noise in their minds.
Earth halted in her steps for a bit to gather more courage to walk till the Moon, to see him, face him, to answer him, to get her answers for his absence in her life. Just for a bit but forthwith a step came forward like Moon was pulling her closer to him, maybe she just crossed her gravitational force boundary.
Wasn't it supposed to happen exactly the opposite but here everything happened distinctively. Well, it was supposed to happen uniquely, wasn't it?