Capítulo 11: Heart-breaking news
She looked around and walked where her legs took her. She stopped at a place and looked at them clearly.
She walked towards them and looked at it. She looked at the photos that were hung at the wall. They were pictures of Yoongi in his childhood and a women along with him.
'I suppose it must be his mother. She looks so beautiful.' She thought.
"What are you still doing here?" She got startled as she heard him.
"Nothing. Just looking around. You look so cute in this photo." She said and looked at the other photos.
"Your mother looks damn gorgeous. It's rare to see beautiful faces even after giving birth or while aging." She said as she saw a lot more photos of his mother.
"Are you done? Can you just leave?" He asked irritated.
"I did nothing wrong. I just want to know why you are here, without taking practice." She asked and turned to see him.
"I told you to rest." He said, looking away.
"You're lying again." She said as she noticed his shoulders were stiff.
"I wanted to spend sometime with me and my mom." He said.
"Ok, I'm sorry to invade your privacy. You can continue." She said and was about to leave, but he held her hand.
She turned around and looked at him.
"Y... You can stay if you want." He said, hesitating.
"It's ok. I think it'll be better if I leave." She smiled at him.
"I'll also come. We'll go." He said and she followed him and they reached outside.
"Nothing happened, right? Are you ok?" Hoseok asked worried.
"Oppa, I am alright." She said and they all got in the car and drove back. As they reached, they dropped Y/n and Yoongi but they didn't get down. Y/n was confused.
"Where are you guy heading?" She asked, looking at the other 6 boys.
"We're just going to get some food. We'll be back soon." Y/n nodded and they left. They both walked inside.
"Wait here for a minute." He said and headed somewhere. Y/n's phone rang suddenly.
It was an unknown number.
"Hello? May I know who is this?"
"Y/n, I am Taemin, your neighbour. I have something to tell you." He said.
Taemin is Y/n's neighbour in Busan. They were good friends. He was like a brother to Y/n. He was always protective of her, including Jimin and Jungkook.
"What is it?"
"Y/n, don't get shocked, but...."
"What? Taemin, just tell me what it is. You're making me scared."
"Y/n, your mother passed away." As she heard that news, she didn't know how to react.
"H-h-h-h-how?" She asked as her tears were on the brim of her eyes, ready to flow.
"She was not feeling well and.... and she couldn't make it till the end." He said. The tears finally fell down her cheeks.
She heard someone take the phone away from him and they talked to her.
"You! Becasue of you, she's gone. She kept worrying about you, without eating and wondering how you were. You are the cause of her death. It is all because of you!" She heard my father say it.
It pained when she heard her father say that.
"Abeoji... I-" He cut her before she could speak.
"Don't talk another word. Don't ever come back here. Forget about your mother and me. Forget about everything and continue pursuing your stupid dream. You will live long for hurting us." And the call ended.
She felt like her heart was struck with a sharp object. More than her mother's death, her father's words hurt her more.
She fell on her knees as tears kept flowing down.
"I did nothing wrong. Why do things happen to me?" She sat down and burried herself in her knees and cried.
"Y/n, are you ok? Why are you crying?" Yoongi asked as he returned.
"My mother... she left me.... and my father thinks I am the reason for it." She said and cried.
Soon, Jin ran to her and hugged her.
"Oppa, wae?" She cried. The others consoled her. Yoongi excused himself and went to his room. He felt it difficult to watch her cry. He didn't know why, but it was hard for him.
"What wrong did I ever do?" She cried.
"Y/n, it's not your fault. Don't cry." He said and oconsoled her.
*after a lot of crying
Slowly Y/n fell asleep in his arms. He carried her and placed her in the bed.
He saw Yoongi come out from the room and walked over to him.
"Yoongi, she's sensitive. Please don't let her alone. She might do something to herself." He said.
"Hyung, you don't need to worry about anything. I'll take care of her. All of you can head home and take rest. I'll make sure that she isn't alone. If anything, I'll call you and let you know. " They nodded and they all left. Only Yoongi and Y/n were there.
*2 days later
Y/n was still thinking about what her father said. Those words kept repeating on her mind. Yoongi couldn't forget what Y/n said yesterday. He was so worried about her.
"Y/n." Yoongi called her and she just looked at him and back at to the front.
"I know what you are thinking about." He said. And slowly tears fell down her cheeks.
"Is having a dream wrong? If it is, I don't want a dream like that. I don't want anything like that. I don't even want this life. Let me just die." She cried.
Yoongi felt sad hearing about what she said. He pulled her and hugged her.
"Don't say stuffs like that. You are meant to be in this world. Everyone has a dream." He said and caressed her back.
"But what's the use when your parents don't agree to it? What is the use of having a dream when your parents are against your wish? What is the use of having a dream and doing something else, just because your parents said you to? Nothing!"
"I feel like giving up every time but I just say to myself that I have to do this, for me, for my parents. But for how long can I stay strong like this? My father doesn't even want me to come back, as I am the reason for her death. Why can't I be the one in her place? Why do I have to live in this place, where I don't get to fulfill my dreams, my wishes? What is the use of living if I don;t get to do what I like?"
As Yoongi heard these words, he knew how much it pained for him to hear it. He has also been through the same incident. After his mother died, his father never gave importance to Yoongi's dream. He wanted him to work in his comapny but being a boy, he fought it out a bit easily. There were hardships for him, but he was strong enough to face them.
But in the case of Y/n, this was not easy for her. It really hurt her when she heard her mother pass away and the things her father told.
Yoongi felt himself in the situation. He could relate to her situation. He listened to everything tht she said quietly, cause he knew that she needed someone right now.
"Y/n, look at me." Yoongi said and she looked at him.
He wiped her tears and let out a heavy breath.
"I know, what you are going through. I have also been in your place. It is not wrong to think things like these, but you shouldn't make them as your decision. I don't want to compare myself with you, cause our reasons are totally different." He paused.
"Dying or ending your life, cause you couldn't fulfill the promise or cause your parents are against your dream, is not the right way. Prove them all wrong. You have to be you, not the perfect person or living up to others expectations. Everyone will judge you at the end, just let them. You know what you are doing and this is your life. You've gotta live it like you want."
"Your greatest pains become your greatest stengths, in the end. The world has never made us dream, nor taught us to dream. However, it's not our fault. When it is tough, you can ask for help, there's nothing wrong... Y/n, think about it. Do you want to prove your father that you will succeed in this and make him proud and not let him worry about anything? Take your time." He said and left.
Y/n started to think about what he said.
'He too has faced problems like me. Yet he doesn't show them. How can someone be like him? He is right. I have to prove my father that this is my dream and I will make him proud.'
She wiped her tears and walked to Yoongi.
"I'm ready. Let's start our practice." She said.
"Y/n, I said you can take yo-" She cut him.
"I don't want to waste any more of my time. What you said was right, I shouldn't let myself down. I need to prove and make him proud. Let's just get started." She said and Yoongi smiled and got up.
"Ok. Let's start." He said and the practice started again.
*next day
Y/n woke up early and got ready to practice. She headed out and saw Yoongi sleeping on the chair.
She sat beside him and tapped on his shoulder. He woke up and looked at Y/n staring at him.
"Did you sleep here all night?" She asked, worried.
"Ne." He said and sat straight. Y/n spotted a photo in his hand. She took the photo and looked at it.
"Miss your mom?" She asked.
"Aishhh! Get ready." He said and got up but Y/n pulled him back and he sat in the chair again.
"Shut up and just tell. I know it. I can see it in your face." She said.
"Yeah, but not really." He said.
"Museun tteus-iya? (what do you mean?)" She asked confused.
"I mean, yeah, I do miss her, but sometimes, I feel like I don't cause whenever I see you, I feel like my mom is still with me, and beside me. My mother always talked like you. She always told me to show love to people, like you said. You are the only girl after all I feel like I'm with my mom, eventhough you're the first girl I talk to after my mom." He said.
Y/n was speechless. She didn't know how to react to it and what to say. She was frozen.
"Now, go and get ready. We are going out." He said and got up, which made Y/n come back to reality.
"Where?" She asked, confused.
"You'll see." He said and was out of sight. Y/n sat there for a few minutes and headed to her room and got ready.
She wore her blue ripped jean with a peach sweat shirt. She wore her sneackers and headed out and saw Suga waiting for him.
Suga wore a white FG shirt with black ripped jean.
"Let's go." He said and they left in the car.
"Where are you even taking me?" She asked.
"I'm taking you to a place that is on Earth." He said.
"Where on Earth is it?" She asked annoyed.
"You'll see. Well, you don't have the patience to wait." He said.
"I am more patient than you. Don't talk nonsense." She said and Yoongi was giggling.
They soon reached a place and Yoongi asked her to put on the blindfold.
"Wae?" She asked.
"It's a surprise." He said and she put on the blindfold.
He started driving a bit more and stooped and got down and opend the door for Y/n.
Y/n got down and Suga guided her and took her in. She heard some whispers around her.
"Uli jigeum eodiya? (Where are we now?)" She asked.
"Jamsiman gidalyeo. (Wait for a moment)." He said and they finally sat down.
"Now open!" He said. Y/n opened the blindfold and was shocked to see where she was now.
She really couldn't believe that she was here.
TBC~
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