Capítulo 42: My first steak

im so  warm and comfortable, i feel so relaxed but i know as soon as i open my eyes that's going to change so i keep my eyes closed listening to the peace and quiet around me and snuggling into the blankets feeling there comfort i breath in deeply and am confused they don't smell right they smell of a woodsey sweet masculine smell with a hint of mint as im trying to work out why my blankets smell different i hear a shuffling sound like the shuffling of papers which confuses me even more , "i know your awake" a soft voice says and stupidly i just freeze and keep my eyes closed hoping im just hearing things and nobody spoke to me but then i hear a chuckle and feel the bed dip so i have no choice but to peek my eyes open and there above me is Blake leaning over me a hand on each side of the bed inches from my head looking down at me with raised eyebrows im so shocked and embarraced i can feel my face heating up so i know im bright red ,i lick my lips unsure what to say ,Blake watches the movement then runs a finger down the side of my face before saying so quietly that i barely hear him "your so beautiful when you just wake up" all i can do is stare until he finally gets up saying "you must be hungry ,ill get you some food "before he leaves the room ,                                                                                                                                             i just lay there confused then i slowly start to take in my surroundings im not in my room this room is grand ,this is a room fit for a king ,this is the most fabulous room iv ever been in with the green walls and browns and golds it reminds me of a forest it reminds me of home ,i feel a lump in my throat i miss home i miss things being simple i miss my brothers more then anything  i would do anything to see them again "hey " i just wanna hug them and hunt with them "hey Larissa baby are you ok?" i wanna play games with them and tell them nonsense stories "baby talk to me" i jump out of my skin as i feel a warm finger run down my face " hey its just me" Blake says "sorry " i say finally focusing on him "you wanna talk about it ?" Blake asks, i just shake my head "ok come have some food then " he says hold a hand out to me which i take and let him lead me onto a balcony where i gasp at the view of the forest ,you can also see at the edge of the forest to the right there's a huge lake "beautiful isn't it?" Blake says "Bianca never liked the forest so i get this room but i love it,if you go to the other side of this building you can see the city with all the shops obviously that's why Bianca loves her view "Blake says rolling his eyes ,im stund "city?" is all i can say frowning "yeah "Blake says leading me to a chair " maybe ill show you someday ,err i didn't know what you liked to eat so i got you steak i hope that's ok ,i can change it if its not "Blake says "err no its fine ,iv never had steak before " Blakes shocked "really" "well im poor we couldn't afford such things we mostly ate rabbit or turkey whatever we could hunt " "you hunt? " Blake asked i just nodded "well tuck in then i don't want your first time eating steak being ruined because its cold" so i take my first bite of steak and the flavours just explode in my mouth i close my eyes and moan in satisfaction "mmmmmmmmm"then my eyes shoot open at the realization that i just moaned out loud my face going bright red Blakes mouth is hanging open and he seems speechless so i quietly say "sorry " to which Blake starts laughing "aahahahaaahhhh                  i never knew the steak was that good" Blake says when he's finally able to breath" anyway are you ok from earlier?Wolf didn't hurt you did he?" the questions bring me back to reality "no ,im fine it was the blood it made me feel dizzy but thankyou for catching me and errr bringing me here  and this " i say pointing to the food he chuckles"it was worth it just to see your reaction to steak" he says making me go red again "Blake, Blake are you out here " we hear making us both jump ,just then Bianca pokes her head out the door and sees us both a wide grin spreading wider as she sees me "well well well what have we here , Blake is this your new toy ?" i just bow my head in shame "shut up Bianca ,and get out now " Blake yells making me jump i sneak a look at Blake from the corner of my eye and what i see is scary ,his face is twisted in anger his eyes are glaring i never knew what the saying "if looks could kill meant but Blake's look has just cleared it up for me and not wanting to be on the receiving end of it i just stay silent, but Bianca just giggles (well shes braver then me )"ok ok im going no need to be touchy with me ,but just to let you know mother and father are going away on friday for the weekend and then again  after the tests  next week and they are going to leave us in charge so i just wanted to give you a heads up " ok thanks " Blake replies just as Bianca gets to the door she turns looks at me then giggles " how is that hottie Wolf these days ?,does he still train shirtless?" i look to Blake whose face is slowly going bright red ,i can see he's going to lose it but i have nowhere to run he's standing there glaring at me with athe death stare so i know im in for it, Bianca has already made her escape  .