Adrian's POV:
Fuck me! Fuck my life! You know what; fuck Gabe and his stupid fucked up idea that got me stuck here now with this much nervousness eating my brain away. Fuck them both, Gabe and Monte! Both of them! The plan was to sneak inside the house and talk to Jess in private and alone, and not have dinner with the family after weeks of laying low like the trash bag I really am, seriously, I just want to undo the fuck up I just did and shockingly be back at Monte's place by a quick abracadabra, but it's too bad I don't have magic tricks in my sleeves nor enough bravery to just sit and eat at the dinner table with all of them together like a normal guy. I guess I'm nothing like normal!
Your gift is the motivation for my creation. Give me more motivation!
Creation is hard, cheer me up!