Andrew's POV:
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The feeling I get when I'm inside of her is magnificent, it didn't feel like this with any of the previous girls I've been with and I've been inside a lot of girls, though I didn't love any of them.
Being with her isn't not like anything I've ever felt.
This is exactly how I want to spend the rest of my life. I want her to be always in my arms, losing herself in me the same way I lose myself in her. The same exact way I lose my naked soul in her soul.
I try to move slowly to enjoy every second of it, although I really ache for taking her as fast as I can.
Jess screams with pleasure as I keep going on her, her screams amplify my hunger for more. She bends down her head and I picture her biting her lips with her eyes wide shut.
"Oh! Andrew...Don't stop...Keep going...just like that" Jess says, while moaning my name.
The moment Jess said my name, all the events of last Sunday comes to my mind. I remember her calling someone else's name...Damien, I recall the moment when she moaned the name Damien. And I remember me crying all night in the dark and alone.
As the memories still fresh on my mind. The anger fills me up, just as much as the desire is already taking over me. I begin to move so fast.
I keep my right hand on her waist, putting my other hand down her back making her bend more. That way I do feel like I own her, now I really believe that she is mine and no one will dare change that.
I get my cock in and out so roughly that I don't care if I'm hurting her, even though I'm pretty sure I am indeed hurting her.
I am waiting for Jess to scream or push me away but she doesn't, she stops moaning too.
So I don't consider to stop moving inside of her, with my mind playing tricks on me, by repeating that stupid name over and over.
Damien. Damien. Damien...
I need to let go of some of my anger and right now this seems the best way to do it.
I continue my violent actions until I feel myself come inside her, I pull out quickly as I'm still under the trance of the strong orgasm and the anger leaving me with my guilt of what I just did.
Jess still doesn't move, she doesn't say anything. I am expecting her to cry or hit me for my assaults, but she's just standing there, not facing me. I want to see if she's okay but I can't touch her and the words won't leave my mouth.
I just stand there too, I'm too shocked to react. I just stare at the bruises I left on her waist while I was grabbing her too hard.
After a few minutes, but it feels like eternity to me, Jess turns around and look at me.
I automatically look down, I can't bear to look in her eyes after what I did and I really feel so ashamed of myself right now.
I've never acted with violence or treated a girl that brutal way, let alone Jessica, I'm not even into the Hard-Core thing. I allowed the anger to control me when I was in a vulnerable state, look what I did now.
I will never forgive myself as long as I live.
All of a sudden, I feel a hand on my cheek, I look at her and I get surprised that I find her smiling at me.
Am I dreaming?
"You know exactly how to drive me wild" she says, smiling a very big smile.
I don't understand how she is not mad at me; she should be disgusted of me by now. She really seems good and satisfied that I try to open my mouth to ask her if she really is good with what just happened, as she hopped up at me with a kiss.
For a minute, I just stand there startled by her excitement, but then I start kissing her back slowly this time and not thinking about anything that could turn me into a monster.
I break the kiss to look at her and she gazes at me back, her lips still parted and ready for more.
"You liked it?" I ask her. Hoping that she realizes what I'm talking about.
She nods her head immediately and says, "In a way I've never imagined" . She's smiling at me.
We don't break the eye contact, it's like it gives us power and confidence that we don't even know we do possess.
I put my forehead against hers and close my eyes, I really do love her, more than heavens can know and more than all the love in the world combined.
"I love you, Jess" I say. With a low voice, hearing her fast breathing.
I put my lips on hers softly, not giving her time to answer me. However, I don't need her to tell me that she loves me, she's mine anyway.
Jess moves her hand downtown and rubs my hard cock, as we're still kissing passionately, she starts kissing my neck with more passion now, and I can't help but feel her ass with my hands, she seems very relaxed every time I stroke her butt, just then I sense her licking the sensitive spots in my neck.
"God! Jess, you're going to make me go down on you again" I say. I hardly say the words while my mind is too distracted by her.
"Not this time" she tells me, with a smile on the corner of her mouth. I look at her in surprise, I don't know exactly what does she mean.
"This time I'm the one who's going to go down on you" she explains. A serious expression on her face.
She gets on her knees, taking my sweatpants with her and I quickly take it off and the boxers too, providing for her a full access to my property.
Jess looks up at me with the most seductive eyes I've ever seen. At first, she just licks the tip of it, then she begins to lick every inch of it up and down with her tongue.
"You're so sexy right now, Jess" I compliment her, while I take her hair in my hand so that I see her face clearly and because I feel good when I grab her by her hair.
Now, she's done with licking my cock, as she stares up at me with that innocent look and gets it in her mouth, not taking her eyes off mine. Beyond sexiness, Jessica looks so powerful and dominant.
I know that it seems like she's at my mercy, given that she's on her knees. But really, I am the one at her mercy, I feel like she can either lift me up high or drag me down the bottom.
The sensations rise up in me that I pull her hair a little bit harder and as I exactly expected, that doesn't make her stop or complain.
On the contrary, she sucks on my penis faster and faster that I feel the urge to come hard all over her face.
I close my eyes as she deep throated my cock roughly yet with delicacy. It feels like she's not doing it because she has to or that she knows I want it, I feel she went down on me because she wants to, she craves me this much.
In fact, I want to admit that most women don't like to suck dicks. Some of them show it and some of them deny it but you could notice that they don't want to. So I have to say that it is rare to find a woman that really loves to give you a blowjob.
I feel a ball of desire grows deep down, ready to explode at any moment, as she's still down torturing me with her perfect mouth and tongue around my cock.
Normally, the guy must be experienced more than his girl in the sexual stuff. But with Jess, it seems like she's better than me and very skilled when it comes to sex techniques.
That doesn't mean I'm bad at this, yet I think she's better than me.
A moan escapes my mouth as all the pleasure and ecstasy explodes, sending me on edge.
I feel my legs shaking under the effects of the strong desire that I am in.
I really cum inside her mouth and she impressively swallows every last drop of it. I really do love this girl.
I sit down on the nearest chair to regain my full control, Jess stands in front of me fixing her hair.
And I consider to take her the same way as earlier, but this time not out of anger.
This time I want her out of the passion I feel about her.
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