There were many different levels of pain someone could experience. At first you start with the simple unhappy, the one that is bearable but there. Then you get from unhappy to sad. Where the world slowly starts to crumble. After that sorrow and depression rips your heart, then again despair where you start to lose every hope and every positive thought, when you already are heading towards the final line. Soon for a short period of time, getting used to the blows of fate you become numb almost unaware of the pain as you attempt to put it aside until that final piece of reasoning and restraint you have shatters and you explode, destroying everything around you like an atomic bomb.