Blue
I look at them and suddenly, my mind starts to clear out. All of the thoughts that have been clouding my mind seem to disappear and I just see what is in front of me. I see my two mates, my two men.
They are the most important things in my life and as much as I want to keep both of them alive, there is only one way out of this.
I take a deep breath and I look at them for the last time. I close my eyes and say a prayer for them. I hope that wherever they are, in this dream or not, they are safe and that they will be able to get out of this alive.
I open my eyes and then I turn around to face my mother. I feel like there is a big weight on my shoulder, like the biggest burden in the world and I know that she is the reason for this. She is the reason why I am going through all of this.
"I choose neither of them,'' I say to her, she looks at me and smiles. "You made the wrong choice Blue.''
Your gift is the motivation for my creation. Give me more motivation!
Creation is hard, cheer me up!
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