Do him?
Su Xiaofei didn't think she would be able to do it at all. Even though she was previously married, her experience with physical intimacy was lacking, and it had only resurfaced when she was with Lu Qingfeng.
She also didn't want to think of the time she conceived her child through devious means in her previous life. When she drugged Mo Yuchen, forcing him to consummate their marriage, he had been rough with her, and Su Xiaofei regretted doing it with him for the following days as she had been in pain.
Although she trusted Lu Qingfeng and knew that he wouldn't force himself on her, a part of her was still afraid of the pain she would feel once the deed was done. If that happened again, she knew that Lu Qingfeng would blame himself for hurting her.
"Is it really painful?" She suddenly asked Xi Qian after a long silence between them.