"So what are your plans now?"
Jack asked me after I told her what happened at the park three days ago.
We are having a pool party at my parents' house and everyone is invited including Luke and his assistant Patrick. They are now at the pool area and I followed Jack into the kitchen to help her hold Ashley as she prepared her formula milk.
"I don't know," I shrugged.
"What do you mean you don't know?"
But since I was busy baby-talking to my super adorable niece, I didn't reply to her right away.
"Sam!"
"Huh?"
"I'm asking you what do you mean you don't know?"
"Well, I don't know how to explain my feelings every time I see him. I love him but I can't help but recall all the things that happened." I was referring to Luke.
"Haven't you forgiven him yet?"
"I did, actually I already saw my future with him until that unexpected incident happened... and I don't know what to think nor to feel anymore." I shrugged.