"Itachii???"
my manager asked me what do I think about him and I was not that surprise
it's already Saturday lunch time and I'm at my managers anime and cosplay shop since senpai Rastins shop is closed during Sunday's
I answered him steadfast
"for me he's a great person he's kinda harsh and at first but I noticed that he have a soft heart too, I gotta admit that at first I was admiring him specialy because we are same at many things but it's already too late, it maybe because I'm still in gr8 but I'm still to young and I already have a crush and he knows that
*he nodded*
but I think that I still feel sad for him for he fell at the wrong time wrong place and at the wrong person
I talked once again
"I kinda really liked him but that was before
and I feel so sorry for him
senpai he already knows that I just rejected those feelings of other boys
and I respect and fear him
because... "
Senpai(master/teacher) Rastin asked "why? "
I continued "because... he is like my Oniichan(Older brother)"
'or was there still a flinch of chance' those words came into my mind
then my manager finally build a conclusion
"Claire you are still a teenager and it depends on what you really feel not on what you needed to feel he's and no one else has the right to take away your rights to choose"
then I continued what he was trying to point like we were thinking the same thing
"for each and everyone has the freedom of thought and"
we spoke together like we were connected
"if you're meant to be then it will be you too till the end no matter what happens"
then I said "Arigatou gozaimasu(thankyou very much)senpai then sayonara(goodbye)
then I left and took a taxi since I don't know how to drive our cars cause they don't want me to learn cause they're as afraid as I am
*sighs*
I may be rich yet I am poor on love and attention of my very own family even if it was a big enough family