Arabela feels like she has this repressed energy inside her rather petite body that is wanting to bursts out like a fucking timed bomb. She have been feeling more agitated and irritated more than usual with everything and nothing for no apparent reason for the past few days. Boredom is not really the right term to describe these strange feelings. She could blame it to her monthly period but it really won't justify why she feels like she's dealing with some weird shit inside her head. It's like something deeper, more personal and even bigger than she could ever imagined.
She'd been feeling this shit rather more often than not lately. Even her usual clubbing doesn't have the appeal no more.
And what frustrates her even more is that, she couldn't put a finger on what it is that upsetting the hell out of her being.
Today is her 18th birthday. She should be happy and having a party that would last for the life of her. She is finally legal and what not. She could now do anything without her parents' consent. She should have an all-out house party, right?
Wrong!
Debut party isn't an option for her since it has been set long time ago that she'll celebrate that when her parents will come back home. They are currently somewhere in America for a Business trip and she is not really lonely being left alone. She's not. But that's another story for another time.
Back to the dilemma at hand.
Arabela labeled her strange feelings for now as "being lost". For her, this is some serious shish that have been holding her off. And the worst part with all of this ordeal is that, she just couldn't shrugged off the nagging voices inside her head ever since Shin, her oldest best friend in the planet, announces his relationship with the Queen Bitch of his high school.
It's not like she was against the relationship per se. She is very much happy for her best friend. Even though his choices is very much questionable at the moment, the thing that really bugging her is that, she feels being left out. Shin, who most of his time is always with her, changes. She rarely sees his annoying face nowadays. Arabela decided that she doesn't like changes much.
She really hates Shin for having a girlfriend. She wanted distractions. And Shin is always there to give her that until he met the bitch.
Arabela is too lazy to deal with all of this right now though. Not tonight or the next day after that.
For the life of her, today is freaking Friday night and her, supposed to be the most important day of the year but here she is, shooting killing stares on the ceiling of her room with only darkness as her company, analyzing life and her own truth.
"Fuck it!" she mumbles and screams more gibberish at the top of her lungs without caring for the world to hear.
And like the hyper and impulsive that she is, in a heartbeat, she ransacked her not so tiny closet and get herself dressed up on her not so typical get up.
Arabela sports her newly bought Teal Tiered Cami, a prank gift from Shin and she paired it with some tattered short shorts denim that she has bought on a dare last summer and never wears it not even once.
Obviously she is not counting for tonight's event to wear those outdated clothes. Good thing she has this kickass pair of Black 'Sankowski' rucked boots on. So to speak, her confidence went up a little notch higher.
Despite all of that, she still feels off. So out of her-self and decided to check out a bar downtown alone where she met this beautiful beautiful boy? Man? Man-boy!
Arabela is awestruck on how actually beautiful this Man-boy features has been that she couldn't help herself but stare longer that is boarder into being creepy. She has never met a man that possessed the saddest and faintest blue eyes in her entire life. He seemed pissed off though and obviously isolated himself from the rest of the crowd but that didn't stopped her on pursuing him.
Though it's as if he is sporting a "Back off" sign on his forehead, it didn't hide the fact that this guy secretes too much pheromones and bad-boy air which made her and every other girl in the bar wanted him to take home with.
Unconsciously, Arabela flickers her hair and pouted her lips a little to look like its full and like a pro, she approaches her very much oblivious prey.
Yeah Dude!
She actually calls herself a pro-flirt. Hooking up is her game, who isn't? Its 2019 people!
She believes her ways is not whore-y though, maybe a little bit on a slutty side, that much she can admit.
Hey, don't judge! If you do, just keep that verdict to yourself.
"No one could ever get what they want unless you chase after it, right?"
Right!
That is just one of the too many philosophies her witty mind could muster to give reasons on what she does and why did it in the first place.
"Hey hot stuff, want to get wasted with me?" she purrs using the sweetest voice she could make on his right ear.
The man looked up, so she considered that as a win.
Although it's only for a heartbeat and still looks too consumed with his own thought, Arabela didn't backed down.
"Here have some drink." She tried again and places her own drink in front of the man and sits beside him. Arabela purposely bumps her round and firm butt to the man's arm.
The Man-boy looks up again and still has no visible reaction.
Huhn!
Her ego just got blasted!
Well, that is a first. No one had rejected her generous offer before this person.
"Interesting!" she murmurs to herself and instead of backing the hell off Arabela felt more eager to breakdown this person's wall.
"Challenge accepted." she declares silently and smirks on herself for the things that she is about to do with this very cold and very much antisocial Man-boy.
Disclaimer: English is not my first language so you’ll find some grammatically errors here and there. If you do, kindly point it out with solutions. Thank you. ;)
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