Capítulo 5: Chapter 3

I am starting to feel hungry. What should I do now? I hope he is in his room I don't wanna face him right now. I want my brother and my boyfriend to befriend but Jeongguk is being stubborn here without any reason. Aish what should I do with this kid? I can't even stay angry at him for longer. I love him so much for that. My stomach growl again reminding me to eat. I slowly opened the door and tiptoed to kitchen. I searched for something to eat in freeze. "Finally you decided to come out?" I jumped slightly by sudden interruption. I turned around and saw my brother standing near at entrance while leaning at the door and crossing his arms. I rolled my eyes and ignored him and again started to search something to eat. I found he has already made kimchi for me. I smiled internally at this but decided to still play hard. I took the kimchi and sat on a chair without giving him any glance. He came and sat across the table opposite to me. I still didn't look up. "Hyung I am sorry." he whispered. His voice slightly cracked at the end. At that I lifted my head and saw him crying. I panicked and ran to his side. "Ggukie what happened? Why are you crying?" I asked wiping his tears. "P-please don't be mad at m-me hyung..." he said while choking on his tears. My heart ached on seeing him like this. "Ggukie stop! I am not angry please don't cry I can't see you like this" I said while hugging him tightly. He hugged me back even tighter. I caressed his hairs. My T-shirt became wet with tears but I couldn't care less. He was crying and crying "Ggukie shhh look at me. Baby look at hyung." I said while trying to make him look up at me. He slowly lifted his head. His eyes were swollen and his face was red from crying. Tears were still running on his cheeks. I wiped them away and caressed his cheeks. "Only if you told me everything this wouldn't have happened." he again looked down. "If you will give me a strong reason for why I should leave Tae I will leave him Gguk. But you are just telling me that you hate him. That's not how it works. I love him. He is my first love and he is a very good person. He loves me and takes care of me. I don't get it why you hate him." he started crying again but didn't say anything. I sighed knowing he won't tell me anything. "Did you eat?" I asked and he just shook his head in denial. I sighed again and went to take another bowl for him. I served him some kimchi and fed him myself. After having our meal he asked me to sleep with him and I agreed. I washed the dishes and then we both went to sleep. While sleeping he hugged me tightly and I hugged him back and cuddled him. We went to sleep just by listening to each other's slow breaths.