Breathing And Counting

Lu Lijun looked at Jiang Yuyan who was sleeping with her back facing him. She didn't look bothered with him being next to her in bed. 

He sighed, 'After making me sleep here, she seems to sleep soundly. Well, she doesn't feel anything for me so…why love is so tough when it should be the easiest thing to do. It doesn't cost you anything to love back a person who loves you like crazy.'

In that mildly lit up room, Lu Lijun continued to look at the ceiling. 'Due to the medicines, she must have fallen asleep.' He thought about their situation, 'So close but still so far.' He looked at the small space between those two in the centre of the bed, 'Such a small distance but might take an eternity to cross it. If I get closer to her will she mind or let me get closer? Or will she again think I am elder brother? She seems to have softened towards me instead of acting cold. Is this change because of that day's accident or does she feel something for me now?"