Witnessing The Unpleasant

On her first day in England, Jiang Yuyan stayed with Lu Lijun in the hospital. She didn't have to ask Lu Lijun to stay with him and neither did he ask why she was still there. It was a wordless understanding that things will go like this. 

During the night she slept on the couch in Lu Lijun's hospital room. In the middle of the night, Lu Lijun woke up and saw her sleeping soundly. His mind was chaotic but he didn't wish to face his thoughts. He wanted to restrict himself from thinking she was the woman he loved and wished to keep his thoughts neutral. He was following it for the past four months and he will never give up on how he had been controlling his mind and heart. 

He closed his eyes and turned his face to another way so he would not want to look at her.

The next day Jiang Yuyan woke up and found him sleeping. She left to go home leaving Noah with her. When he woke up, Noah was there, "Morning, Lijun."