It was as if she was saying goodbye to her past self. She had been an annoying child when she was a child, but ever since Daisy and nanny came, she had been a likable child. From a rebellious and unruly child, she had become a lovely, lively, and well-mannered good child. Although she still had the temper of a young lady, she was kind, lively, and lovely.
Now, she had changed beyond recognition, and she could not find any similarities with herself. After she recalled some of her memories, her heart had always been gloomy, full of anger, intense emotions, and easy to lose control. She was even numb to other people's emotions and did not care about others or herself. It was as if she had lost the ability to love and the passion for life.
When she was out at sea, she was clearly a carefree girl who loved life. When she was eight years old, she was also a passionate and lively girl. But now, she had become a numbed person.